Saturday, January 31, 2009 at 10:37:00 PM
LOL trapped din the closet parody
fake
legit
fake
legit
she ain't nothin' the fuq with
at 7:26:00 PM
just got back from Pho and Sqaure for Dianna's and Jeatriz's sweet sixteens.
although jea and D dipped after pho... lol
it was actually more fun than i expected.
food was good, obvi
& because Dianna works there, we got discount.... :)
it was the pho on dundas though, not the one near joes.
i met this gal named Jennifer and she brought her D80!
its noticeably bigger than mine, and i think it takes videos too ? mine doesn't but i don't really care since i have a point and shoot camera anyway.
she's really nice and i think she went to school with the Asians.
oh and shes Korean, so we talked about like, big bang, rain, uhmmm other stuff.
anyways, after pho it was a mission and a half to get to square.
i called the BUS number like 5 times.
when we got to the bus stop, we realized it was the WRONG one
so we had to cross the street.
there was this old man....probably high
and he was asking us all these questions that were totally random.
like "where do i mail the bill to cause my lawyer doesn't want it"
i was like THE FUCK
GET AWAY
kay no...
i kept quiet, but it was creepy.
and Kevin was laughing.
the bus came and we were having trouble seeing the names of the streets, so we didn't know where Hurontario was.
so i called my Momie and she told us its near CIBC.
we got off and just as we looked at the stop for the 19 North, the bus was there and it drove away.
we were so pissed.
lol but when we got to the stop another one came like after 1 minutes o.O
weird.
went to square..found out Jen also likes Caramel frapps.
blah blah
OH and when i went to stance, i dropped my Starbucks on the floor, and it spilled everywhere :(
the Kevin was like "run...run...RUN"
so i picked up the cup and we ran out of the store, lol.
i feel bad now, but meh
i was probably caught on camera...shit.
oh well
im so badasssssss
JOKES
Friday, January 30, 2009 at 8:46:00 PM
after watching pineapple express
i will never look at a fork the same way again.
i will never look at a fork the same way again.
F U pussy ass hater you should do you
Thursday, January 29, 2009 at 11:58:00 PM
if you aint heard of me then you should go and get a blues clue
opps i mean a red clue
waynes here su WOO
GET OFF MY VAG
anyways,
if i dont find it
ill start researching ways to commit suicide.
the hanging thing is overrated.
im kidding, i would NEVER kill my self.
of course id get someone to do it for me :)
KIDDING AGAIN.
*kay what was a cruel joke*
not but seriously, if i don't find it...i will go into depression.
no lie.
stupid morning fights leaves you all confused which makes you loose things.
haha i texed eleisha today sine i missed talking to her
i think shes creeped out though ]
hence the ".....hey?"
dry in my eye.
anyways speaking of eye, i was SUPPOSE to start of next sem with contacts
AND MY CONTACTS ARE READY AND EVERYTHING
but i cant freaking try them on, let alone wear them for a whole day with my eye like this.
my life is always filled with perfect timings.
like the time i lost my business binder RIGHT before the exam
like the time i lose my freaking sell phone, found it, was happy, then realized i lost my ipod
perfect timing my ass.
lost my timetable...unless in my locker....
have no idea what rooms/portables my classes are in.
ain't life grand ?
opps i mean a red clue
waynes here su WOO
GET OFF MY VAG
anyways,
if i dont find it
ill start researching ways to commit suicide.
the hanging thing is overrated.
im kidding, i would NEVER kill my self.
of course id get someone to do it for me :)
KIDDING AGAIN.
*kay what was a cruel joke*
not but seriously, if i don't find it...i will go into depression.
no lie.
stupid morning fights leaves you all confused which makes you loose things.
haha i texed eleisha today sine i missed talking to her
i think shes creeped out though ]
hence the ".....hey?"
dry in my eye.
anyways speaking of eye, i was SUPPOSE to start of next sem with contacts
AND MY CONTACTS ARE READY AND EVERYTHING
but i cant freaking try them on, let alone wear them for a whole day with my eye like this.
my life is always filled with perfect timings.
like the time i lost my business binder RIGHT before the exam
like the time i lose my freaking sell phone, found it, was happy, then realized i lost my ipod
perfect timing my ass.
lost my timetable...unless in my locker....
have no idea what rooms/portables my classes are in.
ain't life grand ?
"for fuck sakes"
at 3:52:00 PM
so today after spending exactly 30 minutes in school for exam review day, i ditched and went home cause i thought there was no point in actually staying.
so i came home and Debbie called and said she wanted to go somewhere, so we both decided on H&M in heartland.
we ended up going to like five other places -_-
each place, i teared a little because i knew i couldn't afford any of the things i saw.
so first we went to H&M and spend like 30-45 minutes in there just looking around.
saw like SO MANY THINGS i would buy but i only had 25 bucks.
i ended up buying a necklace for $8.00 and its shaped like a record player.
reminds me of stuff i'd find on fredflare.
it's tres tres kawaii *i know you love how i mixed jap with french*
then we went to second cup, where being the fat ass i am, i bought some apple/coffee crumble cake and a caramel correto... or however you spell it.
sat down and ate while Debbie just watched and took pictures with my camera.
freaking auto focus wasn't working, so we had to use manual.
then we went to La Senza and i fell in love with the sent called....uhm....shit i forgot....something about magic ? FUCK.
whatever, the packaging is purple and it smells soooooooo nice.
me and D also fantasized over some bra that looked like a freaking cupcake.
well it didn't literally look like one, but it was so prettyful.
it was all lacey and ribbon....ee and AAAHH
i'd buy it..but like...no ones going to see it...... so there's no point.
After La Senza we went to La vein Rose and its MUCH cheaper than La Senza.
After that we wanted to go to BR31.
this was a mission and a half cause we ended up knee high or more in a freaking snow bank -_-
when we finally DID get to BR31, we walked right past it and went to Clairs......and that's when my tear ducts came in play.
OHMYGULLAY (I HAVE NO IDEA WTF THAT MEANS I JUST HERD SOMEONE SAY IT AND I DON'T WANT TO SAY OHMYGOSH)
CLAIRS HAS AMAZING STUFF THIS SEASSSSOONNN
HOLY SHIT.,
they have like at least 50 different style of bows to put on your hair.
and i LOVE bows and i can never find a store that sells allot of them
each time i thought me and Debbie found the last bow thingies, she pointed out another one.
i teared because they were so cheap, but i spent all my money on FOOD which just makes me feel fat.
i also saw a cassette/mix tape looking case for like....tweezers, nail clippers...
I WANT IT SOOOOOOO BAD
BUT I'M GOING TO USE IT TO HOLD MY GUM :)
we saw earrings with roses on them, music notes,Archie comics.... o.O
we saw colour block g=sun glasses
Blair Waldorf inspired head bands
peacock feathered earrings
peacock feathers necklaces
LIP GLOSS INT HE SHAPE OF FREAKING MINIATURE CEREAL BOXES
AND CHOCOLATE BARS
THE LIST GOES ON
i use to hate Clairs cause all they sold was HIGH SCHOOL MUZICAHL shit
and JONAS BROTHERS crap
and HANNA BANANA turd
.
i guess i never actually explored the store.
of course the one in Heartland pwns the one in Square.
anyways, after the cry fest at Clairs, we went to BR31... i got cookies and creme ice cream
Debbie got...pistachio ice cream.
we sat and waited for her mom to pick us up.
her mom droped me off at Vals to pick up my brother and while i was waiting oustide the classroom for him to get ready
the teacher puts in Live Your Life and all of a sudden yuo hear 8-10n yearolds jaming it up and singing the song.
i was like laughing outside and ome little girl was starting at me
gave her the "wtf you lookin at" face, then she turned around :)
i know thats mean, but i dont like anyone who stares at me, even if their the cutest thing on earth.
in conclusion *what is this ? an essay ?!*
i
am
very
sad.
i
need
money
because
i
want
bows.
i
also
want
the
mixtape
thing.
~please ignore my one word per line thing.
today i am HOPING my mom will say yes when i ask her to let me buy some of the things when we go to buy my binders for next semester*all of mine broke*
but i am 99,9% sure she'll say no
cause due to the recession
we re having "money problems"
if this is so, i'll need to wait till next week...or the week after that....or the week after that
for me to have saved up enough.
that wouldnt be a problem but my allowance dropped by like 70% percent -_-
even if i do save up enough my by then
ALL THE THINGS I WANT WILL BE GONE
~regardless of the fact i hid them through out the store because they were the last ones.
ohhhh
woah is me. :(
UPDATE
i forgot ...
@ H&M i tried on a ring
AND IT GOT STUCK
i was like pulling on it like craaaazzyy
and it wouldn't fucking come off.
and one of the employes was holding in a laugh.
eventually i got it off using Debbies lip gloss as a lubricant. *when.e i hear that word, i think of condoms.*
so there's another PLAR thing.
last time my whollleee news feed was plar this
plar that
ugggh -_-
i dont like seeing pictures of things i didn't go to. lol
so i came home and Debbie called and said she wanted to go somewhere, so we both decided on H&M in heartland.
we ended up going to like five other places -_-
each place, i teared a little because i knew i couldn't afford any of the things i saw.
so first we went to H&M and spend like 30-45 minutes in there just looking around.
saw like SO MANY THINGS i would buy but i only had 25 bucks.
i ended up buying a necklace for $8.00 and its shaped like a record player.
reminds me of stuff i'd find on fredflare.
it's tres tres kawaii *i know you love how i mixed jap with french*
then we went to second cup, where being the fat ass i am, i bought some apple/coffee crumble cake and a caramel correto... or however you spell it.
sat down and ate while Debbie just watched and took pictures with my camera.
freaking auto focus wasn't working, so we had to use manual.
then we went to La Senza and i fell in love with the sent called....uhm....shit i forgot....something about magic ? FUCK.
whatever, the packaging is purple and it smells soooooooo nice.
me and D also fantasized over some bra that looked like a freaking cupcake.
well it didn't literally look like one, but it was so prettyful.
it was all lacey and ribbon....ee and AAAHH
i'd buy it..but like...no ones going to see it...... so there's no point.
After La Senza we went to La vein Rose and its MUCH cheaper than La Senza.
After that we wanted to go to BR31.
this was a mission and a half cause we ended up knee high or more in a freaking snow bank -_-
when we finally DID get to BR31, we walked right past it and went to Clairs......and that's when my tear ducts came in play.
OHMYGULLAY (I HAVE NO IDEA WTF THAT MEANS I JUST HERD SOMEONE SAY IT AND I DON'T WANT TO SAY OHMYGOSH)
CLAIRS HAS AMAZING STUFF THIS SEASSSSOONNN
HOLY SHIT.,
they have like at least 50 different style of bows to put on your hair.
and i LOVE bows and i can never find a store that sells allot of them
each time i thought me and Debbie found the last bow thingies, she pointed out another one.
i teared because they were so cheap, but i spent all my money on FOOD which just makes me feel fat.
i also saw a cassette/mix tape looking case for like....tweezers, nail clippers...
I WANT IT SOOOOOOO BAD
BUT I'M GOING TO USE IT TO HOLD MY GUM :)
we saw earrings with roses on them, music notes,Archie comics.... o.O
we saw colour block g=sun glasses
Blair Waldorf inspired head bands
peacock feathered earrings
peacock feathers necklaces
LIP GLOSS INT HE SHAPE OF FREAKING MINIATURE CEREAL BOXES
AND CHOCOLATE BARS
THE LIST GOES ON
i use to hate Clairs cause all they sold was HIGH SCHOOL MUZICAHL shit
and JONAS BROTHERS crap
and HANNA BANANA turd
.
i guess i never actually explored the store.
of course the one in Heartland pwns the one in Square.
anyways, after the cry fest at Clairs, we went to BR31... i got cookies and creme ice cream
Debbie got...pistachio ice cream.
we sat and waited for her mom to pick us up.
her mom droped me off at Vals to pick up my brother and while i was waiting oustide the classroom for him to get ready
the teacher puts in Live Your Life and all of a sudden yuo hear 8-10n yearolds jaming it up and singing the song.
i was like laughing outside and ome little girl was starting at me
gave her the "wtf you lookin at" face, then she turned around :)
i know thats mean, but i dont like anyone who stares at me, even if their the cutest thing on earth.
in conclusion *what is this ? an essay ?!*
i
am
very
sad.
i
need
money
because
i
want
bows.
i
also
want
the
mixtape
thing.
~please ignore my one word per line thing.
today i am HOPING my mom will say yes when i ask her to let me buy some of the things when we go to buy my binders for next semester*all of mine broke*
but i am 99,9% sure she'll say no
cause due to the recession
we re having "money problems"
if this is so, i'll need to wait till next week...or the week after that....or the week after that
for me to have saved up enough.
that wouldnt be a problem but my allowance dropped by like 70% percent -_-
even if i do save up enough my by then
ALL THE THINGS I WANT WILL BE GONE
~regardless of the fact i hid them through out the store because they were the last ones.
ohhhh
woah is me. :(
UPDATE
i forgot ...
@ H&M i tried on a ring
AND IT GOT STUCK
i was like pulling on it like craaaazzyy
and it wouldn't fucking come off.
and one of the employes was holding in a laugh.
eventually i got it off using Debbies lip gloss as a lubricant. *when.e i hear that word, i think of condoms.*
so there's another PLAR thing.
last time my whollleee news feed was plar this
plar that
ugggh -_-
i dont like seeing pictures of things i didn't go to. lol
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 at 11:59:00 PM
i hate you.
at 11:14:00 PM
UGGHHHH
i wasn't going to go to school tomorrow but then Jeatritz reminded me i o her 5 bucks
soi now i HAVE to go.
and that wouldn't be a problem except for the fact that my i freaking eye swoll up to the size of a golf ball! *kay not that much..but you get the point*
i don't know what happen but it just started hurting alot, and when i looked in the mirror, it was swollen -_-
and its not pink eye.
frigg i dont want to go to school looking like this.
why couldn't i just give you the money on friday
yeesh : (
i wasn't going to go to school tomorrow but then Jeatritz reminded me i o her 5 bucks
soi now i HAVE to go.
and that wouldn't be a problem except for the fact that my i freaking eye swoll up to the size of a golf ball! *kay not that much..but you get the point*
i don't know what happen but it just started hurting alot, and when i looked in the mirror, it was swollen -_-
and its not pink eye.
frigg i dont want to go to school looking like this.
why couldn't i just give you the money on friday
yeesh : (
all i know is you'e so nice
at 12:43:00 AM
so my mom told me to go to bed...but being the sly fox i am
im on my bed with the laptop.....
teehee
i swear shes going to wake up cause she hears typing, so i better make this fast.
i use to say you dont need money to make you happy, but honestly...i'd be happyER if i had some money right now.
my closet consists of enough clothes to get me through one week without wearing anything twice.
ONE FREAKING WEEK
THATS NOTHING
THATS SAD
THATS WHAT IT IS
I HAVE LIKE NO CLOTHES
WTF HAPPEN TO ALL MY CLOTHES??!!?!?
if i had a fucking job i could just wait for a pay check, then hit downtown and buy shhit,but i dont have a job!
you guys have no idea how much i want one. -_-
if i was so SPOILED i wouldn't want one now would i ?
stupid bitch.
anyways, my mom said she'd call "YOUTH EMPLOYMENT SERVICES"
in February cause apparently they actually help.
so im going to downtown with Re & Debbie *if she can go*and maybe all the asian HNMers
fucking at last
but theres no point in going if you have $0 :(
im going to go cry now.
goodbye.
p.s Korean Hanayori Dango is AWESOME
LOL in one episode, i heard womanizer in the background
im on my bed with the laptop.....
teehee
i swear shes going to wake up cause she hears typing, so i better make this fast.
i use to say you dont need money to make you happy, but honestly...i'd be happyER if i had some money right now.
my closet consists of enough clothes to get me through one week without wearing anything twice.
ONE FREAKING WEEK
THATS NOTHING
THATS SAD
THATS WHAT IT IS
I HAVE LIKE NO CLOTHES
WTF HAPPEN TO ALL MY CLOTHES??!!?!?
if i had a fucking job i could just wait for a pay check, then hit downtown and buy shhit,but i dont have a job!
you guys have no idea how much i want one. -_-
if i was so SPOILED i wouldn't want one now would i ?
stupid bitch.
anyways, my mom said she'd call "YOUTH EMPLOYMENT SERVICES"
in February cause apparently they actually help.
so im going to downtown with Re & Debbie *if she can go*and maybe all the asian HNMers
fucking at last
but theres no point in going if you have $0 :(
im going to go cry now.
goodbye.
p.s Korean Hanayori Dango is AWESOME
LOL in one episode, i heard womanizer in the background
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 at 4:59:00 PM
i am so bored -_-
btw, that picture was taken by accident... pretty cool
at 10:31:00 AM
they have a korean version of hanoyori dango....
wtf
wtf
worldsismarble
at 1:22:00 AM
so apparently this girl is close friends with ninja drops ?
wow, cool.
anyways, I LOVE THIS SONG
shes so talented.
makes me feel like picking up my guitar and self teaching myself.
for about the 6546789 time
wow, cool.
anyways, I LOVE THIS SONG
shes so talented.
makes me feel like picking up my guitar and self teaching myself.
for about the 6546789 time
the start of a new
Monday, January 26, 2009 at 5:29:00 PM
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER !!!
YESSSSSSSS
had my last exam today which was English.
it was a piece of cake.
20 multiple choice, and and essay worth 100 marks.
i DID find it hard to write an essay in 1.5 hours, but i finished in 1 hours so...
i'll just have to go to exam review day so i can see my mark.
semester two starts on Friday, and i think I'm more excited than people who went to semesterd school in grade 9.
in holy name, once you start school, after the second day, you already know all 8 of your classes, who they're with, and the teachers....so there aren't any surprises.
here, its totaly different, and its one of the few things i like about Joe's...that's its semesterd.
although not all the people i wanted lunch with, have c lunch
at least Debbie and Ysabel do.
well Debbie might change her time table..
that Lil
anyways, Jose,Kevin,jeatritz,Melissa,Ysabel,Jon and Debbie came over today to play rock band, little big planet, ddr etc
in order to celebrate the ending of exams
it was pretty fun
Kevin showed me and Melissa a side of him i have never seen before : o
his dancing side :)
HES SO GOOD,
LIKE YOU WOULD NEVER EXPECT it
he's so quiet....well most of the time.
i need to talk to a couple people about a couple things though...after all the "talking" that went on today.
YESSSSSSSS
had my last exam today which was English.
it was a piece of cake.
20 multiple choice, and and essay worth 100 marks.
i DID find it hard to write an essay in 1.5 hours, but i finished in 1 hours so...
i'll just have to go to exam review day so i can see my mark.
semester two starts on Friday, and i think I'm more excited than people who went to semesterd school in grade 9.
in holy name, once you start school, after the second day, you already know all 8 of your classes, who they're with, and the teachers....so there aren't any surprises.
here, its totaly different, and its one of the few things i like about Joe's...that's its semesterd.
although not all the people i wanted lunch with, have c lunch
at least Debbie and Ysabel do.
well Debbie might change her time table..
that Lil
anyways, Jose,Kevin,jeatritz,Melissa,Ysabel,Jon and Debbie came over today to play rock band, little big planet, ddr etc
in order to celebrate the ending of exams
it was pretty fun
Kevin showed me and Melissa a side of him i have never seen before : o
his dancing side :)
HES SO GOOD,
LIKE YOU WOULD NEVER EXPECT it
he's so quiet....well most of the time.
i need to talk to a couple people about a couple things though...after all the "talking" that went on today.
Reasons to love you
Sunday, January 25, 2009 at 1:23:00 PM
my desktop @TM
i miss mac osX tiger.... but windowsshitsa vista will have to do.
anyways, i bought jalapeno flavoured kettle cooked chips by accident..instead of the regular ones
and
I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH THEM
THEY TASTE LIKE HEAVEN
you guys are probably like... "ewww wtf jalapeno anything is NASTY"
well people like different things, so.
so now you guys know what to get me for my sweet 16
an endless supply of president choice kettle cooked jalapeno flavoured chips.
speaking of sweet 16
my parents said if we have the money, i can throw a huge one.
like rent a hall, DJ,hip-hop dancers, alcohol....
but the only thing is it would be a combined party, with my school friends, and my family friends.....
i don't like that idea.
that would be awkward x 10000
but whatever.
its cheaper than having two separate ones.
now after reading Cheryl's entry about her hot drum teacher
it reminded me of when i took guitar lessons at Walters and my teacher was gorgeous... *reminds me of Nate Archibald*
and because he was so gorgeous...i couldn't concentrate on practicing...
and when i did practice...and i messed up in front of him, i got so mad cause it made me look dumb.
eventually i did quit cause im a lazy bastard.
but i really want to take it up again.
i love guitar, and i'd love it more if i could play.
like i know how to play the beginning of hey there Delilah, and some of my hero-paramore
but that's about it.
so im going to bug my mom until she caves in and signs me up again
so i was going to have a little party at my house after exams tomorrow
but as always the crowd is so dead and they don't seem so enthused about it.
all im getting is "i don't know"
like what you mean you don't know, go ask your parents.
so whatever, ill just wail till tomorrow and ask everyone again, and whoever comes, comes, and whoever doesn't, doesn't.
im also going to bring my camera so i can take pictures of the snow ball fight in HighD.
high ISO settings and high shutter speeds, here i come.
i miss mac osX tiger.... but windows
anyways, i bought jalapeno flavoured kettle cooked chips by accident..instead of the regular ones
and
I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH THEM
THEY TASTE LIKE HEAVEN
you guys are probably like... "ewww wtf jalapeno anything is NASTY"
well people like different things, so.
so now you guys know what to get me for my sweet 16
an endless supply of president choice kettle cooked jalapeno flavoured chips.
speaking of sweet 16
my parents said if we have the money, i can throw a huge one.
like rent a hall, DJ,hip-hop dancers, alcohol....
but the only thing is it would be a combined party, with my school friends, and my family friends.....
i don't like that idea.
that would be awkward x 10000
but whatever.
its cheaper than having two separate ones.
now after reading Cheryl's entry about her hot drum teacher
it reminded me of when i took guitar lessons at Walters and my teacher was gorgeous... *reminds me of Nate Archibald*
and because he was so gorgeous...i couldn't concentrate on practicing...
and when i did practice...and i messed up in front of him, i got so mad cause it made me look dumb.
eventually i did quit cause im a lazy bastard.
but i really want to take it up again.
i love guitar, and i'd love it more if i could play.
like i know how to play the beginning of hey there Delilah, and some of my hero-paramore
but that's about it.
so im going to bug my mom until she caves in and signs me up again
so i was going to have a little party at my house after exams tomorrow
but as always the crowd is so dead and they don't seem so enthused about it.
all im getting is "i don't know"
like what you mean you don't know, go ask your parents.
so whatever, ill just wail till tomorrow and ask everyone again, and whoever comes, comes, and whoever doesn't, doesn't.
im also going to bring my camera so i can take pictures of the snow ball fight in HighD.
high ISO settings and high shutter speeds, here i come.
at 12:11:00 AM
i still can't grasp the concept that i won't live forever.
True Affection
Saturday, January 24, 2009 at 10:03:00 PM
i plan on making a VLOG
so stay tune for that.
for you n00bs that don't know what a vlog is...
its a blog, but its a video.
so stead of typing what im thinking, i say what im thinking...record it...and then upload it here.
so yeah : )
p.s
THANKS TO VICKY TRANvestite for helping me with that picture up there: )
she did all the HTML crap that im totally clueless about
and she edited the two pics.
so stay tune for that.
for you n00bs that don't know what a vlog is...
its a blog, but its a video.
so stead of typing what im thinking, i say what im thinking...record it...and then upload it here.
so yeah : )
p.s
THANKS TO VICKY TRANvestite for helping me with that picture up there: )
she did all the HTML crap that im totally clueless about
and she edited the two pics.
at 1:31:00 PM
okay, i really hate sharing a bathroom, with my brother, so after talking to my mom about it, she said i can have my own:)
are basement is finished and it has it's own bathroom that no one ever uses because we're still waiting for my cousin to come from Nigeria to come live with us.
she's a nurse and whatever, and she said she'd rather work in canada.
but she can take allll the time she needs to get here :)
ever when she does get here, i'll share the bathroom with her, since shes a 20 something year old women....
how much mess can she make.
i plan on putting scented candles and everyyything in the bathroom, when it becomes offically mine.
anyway, another weekend stuck with cleaning.
im not stepping out of the house even once this weekend, unless i feel like to go to my cousins dinner party thing.
which i wont unless my dad comes with me.
are basement is finished and it has it's own bathroom that no one ever uses because we're still waiting for my cousin to come from Nigeria to come live with us.
she's a nurse and whatever, and she said she'd rather work in canada.
but she can take allll the time she needs to get here :)
ever when she does get here, i'll share the bathroom with her, since shes a 20 something year old women....
how much mess can she make.
i plan on putting scented candles and everyyything in the bathroom, when it becomes offically mine.
anyway, another weekend stuck with cleaning.
im not stepping out of the house even once this weekend, unless i feel like to go to my cousins dinner party thing.
which i wont unless my dad comes with me.
at 12:32:00 AM
you have got to be kidding me....
WOOOOOWWWWWWW
WOOOOOWWWWWWW
Friday, January 23, 2009 at 11:12:00 PM
Blake Livley made it onto the cover of Vogue magazine, while her friend* well in the show *
made it on the cover of TEEN vogue magazine ?
does this mean anything ?
i dunno.
anyways, just got back from the mall with renice and Ashley.
i was SUPPOSE to meet Delfins bf, but they ran off
me and renice said that we should go to downtown together sometime...
i swear shes the only friend i know whos allowed on a subway without their parents.
she said ivana's allowed too, so i guess all three of us can go, and if Debbie allowed...and whoever else.
anyways, i want the new Perry Ellis perfume !!1
it smells SSOOOOOOOOOOOOO wonderful !
it's $50 for the perfume bottle
$25 for the shower gell
and $35 for the body lotion
back to the topic of I NEED A JOB
i mean i know thats not expensive...but still.
on another note, i tried like every facial wash/scrub out there and none of them seem to work.
i was going to buy the Wave today, but my mom was all like "nooo we'll get you the aveeno cleanser set instead"
so whatever.
p.s im watching soem really old movie on family channel.
i forgot what its called, but i loved it and i still do.
its about soem homeless man with his daugter, who get taken in by this rich chick who hit the man with a car.
twice.
:)
Ima bring that barrel to them bitches Eye liners
at 5:35:00 PM
so after texting Ashely a bazillion times, i have cum to the conclusion that ill go to sqaure when my mo gets back.
i mean, i know its only TWO HOURS ill get to chill with renice, and only one with ashley...but dude it worth it.
i haven't seen Ashley in over a year :(
anyways, i want to watch Notorious NOW!
i didn't even know it was rated R
i mean, i know its only TWO HOURS ill get to chill with renice, and only one with ashley...but dude it worth it.
i haven't seen Ashley in over a year :(
anyways, i want to watch Notorious NOW!
i didn't even know it was rated R
N.E.R.D flow, i spaz if im prevoked
at 2:47:00 PM
i hate my parents !!
and my brother ! :@
i never get to freaking go anywhere because im always stuck at home babysitting a 10 year old.
like okay maybe 10 is a little young to stay home alone, but its just ONE HOUR like HONESTLY.
if i was bad ass, i'd just pick the lil booger up, drop him at home and sneak out.
even if i wasn't bad ass, i'd still do it!
only probleme is, nnamdi has a big ass mouth and he'd probably tell on me.
and i'd be grounded for life cause Nigerian parents are strict that way.
fuck.
like i dont do drugs, i dont drink, i dont skip school....so why are my parents treating my like shit?
i'd like to see what they'd do if i started smoking weed, and drinking every freaking day.
i mean, i know kids that smoke ALL THE TIME and their rents let them go anywhere!
like od they EVEN KNOW their child is always off blazing behind some building...or hot boxing their bathroom?!
or do they just not care?
anyways, so agian, its another friday and im stuck at home.
starting now, im honeslt going to try to have something to do every friday.
thats obviouslt going to be hard seeing as i only hhave like 1 real freind...
like, i need to join a club or SOEMTHING cause a girl cant rely on one person everythime she wants to go out nad have some fun.
ugh i feel like crap right now!
i hate having my period.
i haven't eaten anything all day -_-
and my brother ! :@
i never get to freaking go anywhere because im always stuck at home babysitting a 10 year old.
like okay maybe 10 is a little young to stay home alone, but its just ONE HOUR like HONESTLY.
if i was bad ass, i'd just pick the lil booger up, drop him at home and sneak out.
even if i wasn't bad ass, i'd still do it!
only probleme is, nnamdi has a big ass mouth and he'd probably tell on me.
and i'd be grounded for life cause Nigerian parents are strict that way.
fuck.
like i dont do drugs, i dont drink, i dont skip school....so why are my parents treating my like shit?
i'd like to see what they'd do if i started smoking weed, and drinking every freaking day.
i mean, i know kids that smoke ALL THE TIME and their rents let them go anywhere!
like od they EVEN KNOW their child is always off blazing behind some building...or hot boxing their bathroom?!
or do they just not care?
anyways, so agian, its another friday and im stuck at home.
starting now, im honeslt going to try to have something to do every friday.
thats obviouslt going to be hard seeing as i only hhave like 1 real freind...
like, i need to join a club or SOEMTHING cause a girl cant rely on one person everythime she wants to go out nad have some fun.
ugh i feel like crap right now!
i hate having my period.
i haven't eaten anything all day -_-
no lies, just love
Thursday, January 22, 2009 at 12:20:00 PM
2 down, 2 to go.
i just finished my drama exam which was the EASIEST THING OF LIFE.
like, people automatically think that it going to be so easy, that even if you didn't take drama, you'd still Ace it...but that's not the case.
the questions actually weren't based on common sense, and you actually needed to be in class everyday to know the answers.
it was out of 55...i prolly got MINIMUM 45
yesterday was my science exam...which was easy...but would have been easier if i studied more.
tomorrow is my gym exam...not studying for that, even though i should because i don't remember shit about rock climbing or anything....
then Monday is my English exam.
I HATE ENGLISH.
just so you know.
anyways, my reading list is really growing.
i still need to read the English book
finish the last few pages of girls fall down
read paper towns
read battle Royal
read a great and terrible beauty
read rebels angles
read the sweet far thing
and read east of Eden.
WOOOOWW
that should keep me busy when exams are over.
Jeatritz and Diana's birthday party is @ the end of the month :)
& im suppose to go to the mall with Ashley, Delfin and her bf tomorrow....
i haven't asked yet, and im only going if Ashley's going.
kay im going to take nap.
SO TIRED
AND COLD
and i always take naps when im cold.... i dunno why.
then i have to wake up to pick up my brother....
then when my mom gets back im going to order my contacts.
I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE MY CONTACTS ALREADY
but when i went to Hakim Optical, in Square One, to learn ow to put them on, the woman was so impatient with me. :(
cause i hate touching my eyes, so every time the contact made contact with my eye i would cringe and it would fall into the sink -_-
the woman kept sighing and getting frustrated, so my mom asked for her money back so we can go to the Hakim in heartland.
errrgg
now my eye hurts cause of all the poking and stuff.
ANYONE WHO WEARS CONTACTS
let me know.
i just finished my drama exam which was the EASIEST THING OF LIFE.
like, people automatically think that it going to be so easy, that even if you didn't take drama, you'd still Ace it...but that's not the case.
the questions actually weren't based on common sense, and you actually needed to be in class everyday to know the answers.
it was out of 55...i prolly got MINIMUM 45
yesterday was my science exam...which was easy...but would have been easier if i studied more.
tomorrow is my gym exam...not studying for that, even though i should because i don't remember shit about rock climbing or anything....
then Monday is my English exam.
I HATE ENGLISH.
just so you know.
anyways, my reading list is really growing.
i still need to read the English book
finish the last few pages of girls fall down
read paper towns
read battle Royal
read a great and terrible beauty
read rebels angles
read the sweet far thing
and read east of Eden.
WOOOOWW
that should keep me busy when exams are over.
Jeatritz and Diana's birthday party is @ the end of the month :)
& im suppose to go to the mall with Ashley, Delfin and her bf tomorrow....
i haven't asked yet, and im only going if Ashley's going.
kay im going to take nap.
SO TIRED
AND COLD
and i always take naps when im cold.... i dunno why.
then i have to wake up to pick up my brother....
then when my mom gets back im going to order my contacts.
I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE MY CONTACTS ALREADY
but when i went to Hakim Optical, in Square One, to learn ow to put them on, the woman was so impatient with me. :(
cause i hate touching my eyes, so every time the contact made contact with my eye i would cringe and it would fall into the sink -_-
the woman kept sighing and getting frustrated, so my mom asked for her money back so we can go to the Hakim in heartland.
errrgg
now my eye hurts cause of all the poking and stuff.
ANYONE WHO WEARS CONTACTS
let me know.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 at 8:26:00 PM
i fucking love this kid.
at 1:58:00 PM
who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?:
debbie
are you scared of losing the person you love to someone else?:
no, cause i dont love anyone but my friends and family
what happened at 10:00 am today?:
she did...THE VOICE
i think
something you do when you are sad or upset?:
cry.....scream....throw things
im violent person when im extremely mad
hence the hole in the wall.
~need anger management~
do you miss someone?:
eleisha i guess
what were you doing at 5 in the morning?:
sleeping
how many girls would you just love to shoot?:
1...just 1..or 2....
BUT I WOULD NEVER ACTUALLY SHOOT ANYONE
would you rather watch football or baseball?:
football
do you think you would make a good husband/wife?:
who knows
do you believe that all girls/guys are the same?:
do you believe that a dick and a vagina are the same?
if you were to die today, would your life be complete?:
hell no
what is the last movie you watched?:
man on fire
are you happy?:
not atm
did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?:
yeah :@
do you watch TV or listen to music more?:
music
is it easier to forgive or forget?:
forgive... but i can never forget
are you excited for the future?
jus' a lil
have you ever been given or gave an engagement ring?:
no
anyone on your mind?:
no
do you have an older brother?:
no, younger
have you made a mistake this past week?:
it's exam week.
of course i have.
what are you doing tomorrow?:
drama exam
have you kissed more than 10 people this year?:
i haven't even kissed ONE, talk less TEN
list lyrics to the song you're currently listening to?
i ain't tryna fuck ya man!
kidding.
im not listening to anything
could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?:
,maybe the rest of my highschool life
but university is a different story
will this weekend be a good one?:
no
yes
ever felt like you're not good enough?:
sure
where did you get the shirt your wearing right now?:
mccarthys
do you look more like, your mom or dad?:
both
what was the last thing you drank?:
juice
do you like meeting new people?:
LOVE IT
what can always make you happy?
dunoooo
do you find the opposite sex confusing?:
sometimes
has anyone upset you in the last week?:
yes, and everyone else around him/her
has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?:
they're dark brown...nearly black...nuff said.
what are you listening to currently?:
nothingg
are you keeping a big secret right now?:
we all are :)
what color are your eyes?:
i just said they're dark brown!
have you ever wanted to be a teacher?:
yes like when i was 7
then i met mr. snopek
is your hair naturally curly or straight?:
AFRO, you forgot AFRO YOU RACIST BISCUIT
what's something you really want right now, be honest?:
punch somone
does anything hurt on your body?:
my right eye cause i put contacts in it...but not properlly
do you ever think "what if" about anything?:
what the hell kinda question is that
doesnt everyone?
how do you think you look right this moment?:
crap
has anyone ever given you roses?:
no
have you ever had a pet fish?:
yes
does the future make you more nervous or excited?:
both
do you firmly believe that everything happens for a reason?:
YESSSS
last time you cried?:
yesterday
where have you lived throughout your life?:
Tdot
then i moved to boring ol sauga
do you like anyone.
nope
nada
what were you doing at 1 am this morning?:
studying
do you have any piercings?:
ears
where will you be in an hour?:
sleeping
have you ever felt replaced?:
mhm
if you could change your eye color, would you?:
maybe
are you mad at anyone?:
do you really need to ask ?
ever made someone cry?:
no
cept my brother
slept in someone else's bed?:
yes
last phone call received?:
dunno
is it easy to annoy you?:
sometimes
debbie
are you scared of losing the person you love to someone else?:
no, cause i dont love anyone but my friends and family
what happened at 10:00 am today?:
she did...THE VOICE
i think
something you do when you are sad or upset?:
cry.....scream....throw things
im violent person when im extremely mad
hence the hole in the wall.
~need anger management~
do you miss someone?:
eleisha i guess
what were you doing at 5 in the morning?:
sleeping
how many girls would you just love to shoot?:
1...just 1..or 2....
BUT I WOULD NEVER ACTUALLY SHOOT ANYONE
would you rather watch football or baseball?:
football
do you think you would make a good husband/wife?:
who knows
do you believe that all girls/guys are the same?:
do you believe that a dick and a vagina are the same?
if you were to die today, would your life be complete?:
hell no
what is the last movie you watched?:
man on fire
are you happy?:
not atm
did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?:
yeah :@
do you watch TV or listen to music more?:
music
is it easier to forgive or forget?:
forgive... but i can never forget
are you excited for the future?
jus' a lil
have you ever been given or gave an engagement ring?:
no
anyone on your mind?:
no
do you have an older brother?:
no, younger
have you made a mistake this past week?:
it's exam week.
of course i have.
what are you doing tomorrow?:
drama exam
have you kissed more than 10 people this year?:
i haven't even kissed ONE, talk less TEN
list lyrics to the song you're currently listening to?
i ain't tryna fuck ya man!
kidding.
im not listening to anything
could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?:
,maybe the rest of my highschool life
but university is a different story
will this weekend be a good one?:
no
yes
ever felt like you're not good enough?:
sure
where did you get the shirt your wearing right now?:
mccarthys
do you look more like, your mom or dad?:
both
what was the last thing you drank?:
juice
do you like meeting new people?:
LOVE IT
what can always make you happy?
dunoooo
do you find the opposite sex confusing?:
sometimes
has anyone upset you in the last week?:
yes, and everyone else around him/her
has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?:
they're dark brown...nearly black...nuff said.
what are you listening to currently?:
nothingg
are you keeping a big secret right now?:
we all are :)
what color are your eyes?:
i just said they're dark brown!
have you ever wanted to be a teacher?:
yes like when i was 7
then i met mr. snopek
is your hair naturally curly or straight?:
AFRO, you forgot AFRO YOU RACIST BISCUIT
what's something you really want right now, be honest?:
punch somone
does anything hurt on your body?:
my right eye cause i put contacts in it...but not properlly
do you ever think "what if" about anything?:
what the hell kinda question is that
doesnt everyone?
how do you think you look right this moment?:
crap
has anyone ever given you roses?:
no
have you ever had a pet fish?:
yes
does the future make you more nervous or excited?:
both
do you firmly believe that everything happens for a reason?:
YESSSS
last time you cried?:
yesterday
where have you lived throughout your life?:
Tdot
then i moved to boring ol sauga
do you like anyone.
nope
nada
what were you doing at 1 am this morning?:
studying
do you have any piercings?:
ears
where will you be in an hour?:
sleeping
have you ever felt replaced?:
mhm
if you could change your eye color, would you?:
maybe
are you mad at anyone?:
do you really need to ask ?
ever made someone cry?:
no
cept my brother
slept in someone else's bed?:
yes
last phone call received?:
dunno
is it easy to annoy you?:
sometimes
EXAMS ARE TOMOROW HOLY EFF
Monday, January 19, 2009 at 11:35:00 PM
exams
are
tomorrow
fuck
.
okay so on to plan B cause i aint pullin no all nighter. <--- hate when people talk like that.
anyways, ill do the exam review, and then when im done, make Q cards with the definitons on them.
THEN
ill start to memorize everything.
or record my self saying the words then their definitions, using garage band!
i like that idea better.
im pretty sure if i listen to the track of me saying the definitions like....10 times, ill get it.
are
tomorrow
fuck
.
okay so on to plan B cause i aint pullin no all nighter. <--- hate when people talk like that.
anyways, ill do the exam review, and then when im done, make Q cards with the definitons on them.
THEN
ill start to memorize everything.
or record my self saying the words then their definitions, using garage band!
i like that idea better.
im pretty sure if i listen to the track of me saying the definitions like....10 times, ill get it.
at 8:21:00 PM
i think today is the day i pull an all nighter.
cause honestly...looking at my review, i dint think even staying home tomorrow from school is going to help me.
soooo im going to get loads of coffee from Starbucks and im going to try my absolute hardest to pull an all nighter so i an finish WRITING OUT my god damn review.
the tomorrow im going to come home after 2nd period and finish up what i didn't do.
then, ill actually start memorizing the shit, which shouldn't be hard because i usually automatically memorize things if im the one writingthem down.
oh god i hope this plan works.
i plan so finish studying by like 10:00pm tomorrow, that way i can i have agood nights rest before the exam.
after my science exam i have drama and gym...so i don't need to pull an all -nighter for that.
but i WILL start reading crhysalids and studying for English which is next Monday.
i cannot wait till this is all over.
omg then i have to go through it again next semester !
math, history...civics and religion.
oh shit history.,.....
i HATE memorizing dates.
cause honestly...looking at my review, i dint think even staying home tomorrow from school is going to help me.
soooo im going to get loads of coffee from Starbucks and im going to try my absolute hardest to pull an all nighter so i an finish WRITING OUT my god damn review.
the tomorrow im going to come home after 2nd period and finish up what i didn't do.
then, ill actually start memorizing the shit, which shouldn't be hard because i usually automatically memorize things if im the one writingthem down.
oh god i hope this plan works.
i plan so finish studying by like 10:00pm tomorrow, that way i can i have agood nights rest before the exam.
after my science exam i have drama and gym...so i don't need to pull an all -nighter for that.
but i WILL start reading crhysalids and studying for English which is next Monday.
i cannot wait till this is all over.
omg then i have to go through it again next semester !
math, history...civics and religion.
oh shit history.,.....
i HATE memorizing dates.
you can't break that which isnt yours
at 7:55:00 PM
kay so im at the library right now
and i JUST realized i missed gossip girls !!!1
UHHHHHGGGGGG
OH AND I MISSED HOUSEEEE TOOOO
FRIGGG.
im like here studying but i keep getting distracted.
lol i saw Kristina, and i saw aaron at a table filled with people...but didn't bother to see who.
i don't like coming to the library by myself....im such a loner here.
everyones here with their friends.
meh....as for GG i hope that site uploads the epp. from today.
if not,
ima cry.
p.s
i saw a hot asian guy at the library :)
and a hot black one : o
go me~
^ WTF
lol im so gay :(
and i JUST realized i missed gossip girls !!!1
UHHHHHGGGGGG
OH AND I MISSED HOUSEEEE TOOOO
FRIGGG.
im like here studying but i keep getting distracted.
lol i saw Kristina, and i saw aaron at a table filled with people...but didn't bother to see who.
i don't like coming to the library by myself....im such a loner here.
everyones here with their friends.
meh....as for GG i hope that site uploads the epp. from today.
if not,
ima cry.
p.s
i saw a hot asian guy at the library :)
and a hot black one : o
go me~
^ WTF
lol im so gay :(
Sunday, January 18, 2009 at 9:12:00 PM
i really want to watch notorious to find out how he died :(
but i honesty dont have anyone to watch it with, but my rents.
my friends aren't really into those kind of movies, unfortunately.
now that i think about it.,....my Friends arent really in to anything i like.
i mean of course debbie is in to like 90% of the things im in to, but everyone else.
nada,
trips to downtown toronto
movies about B.I.G & Lil kim etc
indie music
longggg ass walks
taking the bus practically everywhere
sherway gardens
eaton centre
going to chapters just to read and drink starbucks
starbucks
like... i like all these things but have no one to do them with.
i dont know how many times i planned Tdot trips
they ALWAYS FUCKING FAIL
I HAVE NEVRR BEEN TO DOWNTOWN WITH MY FRIENDS
EXCEPT FOR THAT TWILIGHT BOOK SIGHING WITH LIKE
eleisha ...miarka....vicky....debbie.
that fact^
makes me very sad.
but whatever,
there's nothing i can do about it
i';ll just have to wait till someone/some people come along that share the same interests as me.
some people think i ENJOY staying home every Friday.
i ENJOY the fact i haven't been to a party in aprox....1 year.
i dont enjoy any of that
but i dont have choice.
but i honesty dont have anyone to watch it with, but my rents.
my friends aren't really into those kind of movies, unfortunately.
now that i think about it.,....my Friends arent really in to anything i like.
i mean of course debbie is in to like 90% of the things im in to, but everyone else.
nada,
trips to downtown toronto
movies about B.I.G & Lil kim etc
indie music
longggg ass walks
taking the bus practically everywhere
sherway gardens
eaton centre
going to chapters just to read and drink starbucks
starbucks
like... i like all these things but have no one to do them with.
i dont know how many times i planned Tdot trips
they ALWAYS FUCKING FAIL
I HAVE NEVRR BEEN TO DOWNTOWN WITH MY FRIENDS
EXCEPT FOR THAT TWILIGHT BOOK SIGHING WITH LIKE
eleisha ...miarka....vicky....debbie.
that fact^
makes me very sad.
but whatever,
there's nothing i can do about it
i';ll just have to wait till someone/some people come along that share the same interests as me.
some people think i ENJOY staying home every Friday.
i ENJOY the fact i haven't been to a party in aprox....1 year.
i dont enjoy any of that
but i dont have choice.
at 8:53:00 PM
CAN PEOPLE STOP ASSUMING THAT THE BLOG ENTRY FOR THE 14TH IS ABOUT THEM ?!
like i already talked to the person that its about
so chill frigg.
going to get everyone to start hating on me now.
fuck.
LIKE
if you think its about you, and i haven't even talked to you about it, then i guess theres more people out there that hate me...more than i think.
all these people are coming up to me saying "omg why did you write that about me?"
&
im thinking to myself....i didn't even KNOW you talked about me, but thanks for letting me know -_-
like i already talked to the person that its about
so chill frigg.
going to get everyone to start hating on me now.
fuck.
LIKE
if you think its about you, and i haven't even talked to you about it, then i guess theres more people out there that hate me...more than i think.
all these people are coming up to me saying "omg why did you write that about me?"
&
im thinking to myself....i didn't even KNOW you talked about me, but thanks for letting me know -_-
Saturday, January 17, 2009 at 9:37:00 PM
OKAY!
I ADMIT IT!
I MISS HOLY NAME !
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK....BUT I MISS IT !
IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE O.o
JOES STINKS.
OTHER PEOPLE MIGHT THINK ITS AWESOME
BUT IT ALL DEPENDS ON WHO YOU CHILL WITH
I HATE JOES
SO MANY PEOPLE I JUST WANT TO GO UP TO AND TELL THEM TO FUCK OFF ANDS THAT THEY'RE STUPID AND BLIND AND SLUTY OR WHATEVER
BUT I CANT
CAUSE THATS MEAN.
~just noticed i was typing in caps....tee hee ?
FUCK
I ADMIT IT!
I MISS HOLY NAME !
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK....BUT I MISS IT !
IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE O.o
JOES STINKS.
OTHER PEOPLE MIGHT THINK ITS AWESOME
BUT IT ALL DEPENDS ON WHO YOU CHILL WITH
I HATE JOES
SO MANY PEOPLE I JUST WANT TO GO UP TO AND TELL THEM TO FUCK OFF ANDS THAT THEY'RE STUPID AND BLIND AND SLUTY OR WHATEVER
BUT I CANT
CAUSE THATS MEAN.
~just noticed i was typing in caps....tee hee ?
FUCK
crawling towards the sun
Friday, January 16, 2009 at 11:48:00 PM
so after checking three future shop stores, i finally found one which had the samsung in stock.
its fucking amazing !
it basically has everything the ipod has, + more.
the screen is way bigger and clearer
and its just so beautiful.
& the fact my parents didn't have to spend a dime on it, makes it even more beautiful, lol.
id feel bad if someone stole my itouch and i had to make my parents pay for my mp3.
the only thing im going to miss, is using i tunes..like i said before.
but ill get use to whatever player i use for this thing.
it even has a voice recorder and FM radio on it.
it was 100 dollars cheaper than the chromatic.
oh and i got the silver one.
kay bye.
p.s going to navs House tomorrow for drama.
we're presenting on Monday.
im going to make sure everyone stays on task tomorrow
we haven't even run through the whole thing with our set yet !!!
its fucking amazing !
it basically has everything the ipod has, + more.
the screen is way bigger and clearer
and its just so beautiful.
& the fact my parents didn't have to spend a dime on it, makes it even more beautiful, lol.
id feel bad if someone stole my itouch and i had to make my parents pay for my mp3.
the only thing im going to miss, is using i tunes..like i said before.
but ill get use to whatever player i use for this thing.
it even has a voice recorder and FM radio on it.
it was 100 dollars cheaper than the chromatic.
oh and i got the silver one.
kay bye.
p.s going to navs House tomorrow for drama.
we're presenting on Monday.
im going to make sure everyone stays on task tomorrow
we haven't even run through the whole thing with our set yet !!!
decision time
Thursday, January 15, 2009 at 11:13:00 PM
so as you guys all know, i misplaced or got my ipod jacked.
i dunno which one.
either way its GONE
and i cant live without my music
in drama class someone was playing electric Feel or EEL . . . i dunno and i was like hey that song was on my...i....pod....WAAAAHHH
so the total for an ipod chromatic is 250 ? around there and im not even close to that amount yet.
so i was talking to cabbage today and he said i should just settle for an samsung mp3
which looks like this
it looks pretty hot and i love its sleek design.
its only 100$ for 8gb while for chrom . its 250 for freaking 4gb
know why?
CAUSE IT HAS THE APPLE LOGO ON IT
so i would so get the samsung no questions asked
the only thing is if ANYTHING should happen to it either mine or the manufactures fault, its not like an ipod where you can take it to the Apple store for them to fix it infront of you
for the samsung im 80% sure you'd need to send it in for repair and get it back after approximately.....a trillion years.
the only problem is eveyone in socielty today goes for BRAND NAMES
and they are like sharks
if they find/smell someone who doesnt have an ipod but an mp3 instead
they will feast on them.
but i guess i can step out of my comfort zone and just get the samsung, IF it meets my standards.
if i do end up getitng it, ill piss using itunes :(
CORRECTION: MISS using itunes
NOT PISS
BUT MISS
SOOOO
here's what im going to do.
tomorrow after school
i will go to future shop and asking the following questions
1) whats the total amount with warranty and tax?
2)if something happens to the mp3, do i need to send it in, or do i get a new one ?
3)how long is the warranty ?
if i liked the answers i get ( and i make sure the office doesnt have my itouch), then ill whip out the cash and buy it.
if i don't like the answers, i wait till i get enough money for an ipod, and by then, global warming will kill us all.
i dunno which one.
either way its GONE
and i cant live without my music
in drama class someone was playing electric Feel or EEL . . . i dunno and i was like hey that song was on my...i....pod....WAAAAHHH
so the total for an ipod chromatic is 250 ? around there and im not even close to that amount yet.
so i was talking to cabbage today and he said i should just settle for an samsung mp3
which looks like this
it looks pretty hot and i love its sleek design.
its only 100$ for 8gb while for chrom . its 250 for freaking 4gb
know why?
CAUSE IT HAS THE APPLE LOGO ON IT
so i would so get the samsung no questions asked
the only thing is if ANYTHING should happen to it either mine or the manufactures fault, its not like an ipod where you can take it to the Apple store for them to fix it infront of you
for the samsung im 80% sure you'd need to send it in for repair and get it back after approximately.....a trillion years.
the only problem is eveyone in socielty today goes for BRAND NAMES
and they are like sharks
if they find/smell someone who doesnt have an ipod but an mp3 instead
they will feast on them.
but i guess i can step out of my comfort zone and just get the samsung, IF it meets my standards.
if i do end up getitng it, ill piss using itunes :(
CORRECTION: MISS using itunes
NOT PISS
BUT MISS
SOOOO
here's what im going to do.
tomorrow after school
i will go to future shop and asking the following questions
1) whats the total amount with warranty and tax?
2)if something happens to the mp3, do i need to send it in, or do i get a new one ?
3)how long is the warranty ?
if i liked the answers i get ( and i make sure the office doesnt have my itouch), then ill whip out the cash and buy it.
if i don't like the answers, i wait till i get enough money for an ipod, and by then, global warming will kill us all.
release my inner ni9
at 9:33:00 PM
today was a..... okay day ?
the lunch monitors told me to take off my Barrett but i didn't listen, lol.
uhmmm i ate pizza?
and got a 22.5 on my AR -_-
now to you more interesting stuff.
i sat and i thought on countless nights about who my real friends are...
i finally have the answer.
2 people. thats it.
1 of which is my BEST friend and i can confine in her about anything.
and the 2nd you guys probably think you are 100% certain of who it is
but if you're thinking who im thinking, you're wrong :)
but honestly everything that has been happening this year, just proves my theory to be 100% correct
you guys ARE NOT friends with me because of ME
a whole lot of other people have C lunch next semester.
if it was before, i'd be thrilled to have the same lunch as everyone i hang out with, but its not "before" anymore
its "NOW"
and right NOW im not feeling it.
i keep complaing about how life at Joe's stinks because i have no real Friends
well then i should stop whining and actually solve the problem
to those of you who dont know the situation that's going on, it might sound mean to say i dont want to have anything to do with the "Asian crew" * with exceptions to a few people*
anymore and right now i dont even care if they see this.
like i MIGHT change my mind later on, but for now it doesn't seem that way
if anyone asks, I'm not explaining so don't bother.
i think only Debbie knows..
anyways, hell week is about to begin.
next week =
EXAMS FOR FUCKS SAKES
DRAMA CAT PRESENTATION
STUPID ENGLISH PUPPET THING
and i believe that's it.
after next week, i can breath again.
so starting tomorrow im going to be going to the library to study my brains out for all my subjects...but gym and drama i guess.
let the flames begin.
p.s you probablly dont notice, but lately, everyime i say soemthing you always ignore me.
if you're talking to someone and i go "omg yeah mee too and---*gets cut off"
like honestly, frig.
i just want talk anymore until spoken to.
pp.s uhm so a while ago i traded my board with marlons because i didnt notice how bad of a condition it was in until i actually used it
so i asked marlon for mine back and he refused
that little bitch.
AND THEN AARON AND GOD KNWOS WHO ELSE DECIDED IT WOULD BE FUNNY TO BREAK THE ONE I RECEIVED FROM MARLON.
SO BASICALLY I PAYED ARTEMIO MONEY FOR LIKE...THIN AIR, CAUSE NOW WHAT DO I GOT ?
NOTHIN.
THATS WHAT.also M still has my halo.
frigg
never trust a niner.....
kiddng.
or am i ?
my hand hurts from typing too much,
im going to go read Girls Fall down.
i have to start reading crhysalids on the weekend.
then when exam week is done ill finish up GFD
and move on to Paper Towns.
oh and stop makking me feel so dumb all the time -_-
the lunch monitors told me to take off my Barrett but i didn't listen, lol.
uhmmm i ate pizza?
and got a 22.5 on my AR -_-
now to you more interesting stuff.
i sat and i thought on countless nights about who my real friends are...
i finally have the answer.
2 people. thats it.
1 of which is my BEST friend and i can confine in her about anything.
and the 2nd you guys probably think you are 100% certain of who it is
but if you're thinking who im thinking, you're wrong :)
but honestly everything that has been happening this year, just proves my theory to be 100% correct
you guys ARE NOT friends with me because of ME
a whole lot of other people have C lunch next semester.
if it was before, i'd be thrilled to have the same lunch as everyone i hang out with, but its not "before" anymore
its "NOW"
and right NOW im not feeling it.
i keep complaing about how life at Joe's stinks because i have no real Friends
well then i should stop whining and actually solve the problem
to those of you who dont know the situation that's going on, it might sound mean to say i dont want to have anything to do with the "Asian crew" * with exceptions to a few people*
anymore and right now i dont even care if they see this.
like i MIGHT change my mind later on, but for now it doesn't seem that way
if anyone asks, I'm not explaining so don't bother.
i think only Debbie knows..
anyways, hell week is about to begin.
next week =
EXAMS FOR FUCKS SAKES
DRAMA CAT PRESENTATION
STUPID ENGLISH PUPPET THING
and i believe that's it.
after next week, i can breath again.
so starting tomorrow im going to be going to the library to study my brains out for all my subjects...but gym and drama i guess.
let the flames begin.
p.s you probablly dont notice, but lately, everyime i say soemthing you always ignore me.
if you're talking to someone and i go "omg yeah mee too and---*gets cut off"
like honestly, frig.
i just want talk anymore until spoken to.
pp.s uhm so a while ago i traded my board with marlons because i didnt notice how bad of a condition it was in until i actually used it
so i asked marlon for mine back and he refused
that little bitch.
AND THEN AARON AND GOD KNWOS WHO ELSE DECIDED IT WOULD BE FUNNY TO BREAK THE ONE I RECEIVED FROM MARLON.
SO BASICALLY I PAYED ARTEMIO MONEY FOR LIKE...THIN AIR, CAUSE NOW WHAT DO I GOT ?
NOTHIN.
THATS WHAT.also M still has my halo.
frigg
never trust a niner.....
kiddng.
or am i ?
my hand hurts from typing too much,
im going to go read Girls Fall down.
i have to start reading crhysalids on the weekend.
then when exam week is done ill finish up GFD
and move on to Paper Towns.
oh and stop makking me feel so dumb all the time -_-
a very messy and dis organized thought process
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 at 10:20:00 PM
when you're nearly at the bottom of the social ladder in high school, you see and hear everything.
you'd think that being at the top, that would be the case,m but that isnt true.
the people at the top are living in their own world, that no one is invited to unless they eat like them, dress like them, walk like them, talk like then, heck, even BREATH like them.
today in english class i realized this.
there was a supply...and everyone moved to talk with their friends on the OTHER side of the class.
the other side of the world, i call it.
and the only people left in no mans land was me and two other girls that i wouldnt even call my freinds.
i don't like begging left out, no one does.
i glanced over to the other side of the room to see if there was any room for us, there wasn't.
i hate hearing people talking about me when im right there.
i hear girls laughing behind my back allll the time, and mumbling things under their breath, or exchanging glances with their Friends after i did something embarrassing.
i hear and see these things and pretend like i didn't.
im such a freaking mouse because i cant stand up for my self.
like im sorry i wasn't born as beautiful, smart and grace full as you okay ?
teenage girls are terrible
i dont know how many times ive heard girls spreading rumors behind another girls back, right in front of me,
i mean they dont even try to hide it cause they think im just there and cant do anything about
which is true, because i dont want to be involved.
the fact that people i've know for at least 2 years, pass me in the halls without a hello and try not to acknowledge my existence, is just mean.
there are so many people i look up to in my school and they don't even know it.
like honestly, i would prefer to go to a school where i didn't know anyone at all, than to go to a school where my rep has been set, even before i stepped through the doors.
people change.
why doesn't anyone realize that?
now dont get me wrong
im a gossip er too ...
so ... yeah
UPDATE: im not blaming this on one person.. so chill.
you'd think that being at the top, that would be the case,m but that isnt true.
the people at the top are living in their own world, that no one is invited to unless they eat like them, dress like them, walk like them, talk like then, heck, even BREATH like them.
today in english class i realized this.
there was a supply...and everyone moved to talk with their friends on the OTHER side of the class.
the other side of the world, i call it.
and the only people left in no mans land was me and two other girls that i wouldnt even call my freinds.
i don't like begging left out, no one does.
i glanced over to the other side of the room to see if there was any room for us, there wasn't.
i hate hearing people talking about me when im right there.
i hear girls laughing behind my back allll the time, and mumbling things under their breath, or exchanging glances with their Friends after i did something embarrassing.
i hear and see these things and pretend like i didn't.
im such a freaking mouse because i cant stand up for my self.
like im sorry i wasn't born as beautiful, smart and grace full as you okay ?
teenage girls are terrible
i dont know how many times ive heard girls spreading rumors behind another girls back, right in front of me,
i mean they dont even try to hide it cause they think im just there and cant do anything about
which is true, because i dont want to be involved.
the fact that people i've know for at least 2 years, pass me in the halls without a hello and try not to acknowledge my existence, is just mean.
there are so many people i look up to in my school and they don't even know it.
like honestly, i would prefer to go to a school where i didn't know anyone at all, than to go to a school where my rep has been set, even before i stepped through the doors.
people change.
why doesn't anyone realize that?
now dont get me wrong
im a gossip er too ...
so ... yeah
UPDATE: im not blaming this on one person.. so chill.
fences
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 at 11:47:00 PM
i've been watching alot of youtube videos since i got back from pho and most of them were covers people did to paramore songs.
i want to take up guitar agian !!!
ugghhh i use to go to Walters for lessons but then i quit cause i could not get my lazy ass off my bed in the morning.
seeing all these teens EXTREMELY good at playing the acoustic guitar, makes me want to go into again.
i mean i didn't by a 300 dollar guitar for nothing, and all its doing is sitting in my room collecting dust.
so im going to promise myself that after exams & CATS and mainly just sem. 1 in general is OVER
i shall start teaching myself guitar agian.
i just need a tuner first >.>
in school news, I TOTALLY LOST TRACK OF THE DATES AND FORGOT THAT AR IS DUE ON THE 15 WHICH IS TECHNICALLY TOMORROW AND BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY READING A VERRRRYYY INTERESING BOOK FROM CHAPTERS I DON'T HAVE 25 POINTS YET !!!!
i have some, BUT NOT 25
AND I REALLY WANT THAT 7% BECAUSE IT WOULD HELP ME SO MUCH !
BUT THEN THAT WOULD MEAN I HAVE TO PULL AN ALL NIGHtER READING MY BOOK AND I DON'T WANT TO CAUSE LIKE
UHM I LIKE MY SLEEP ?! THANKS !!
FML ! FUCK EVERY ONES LIFE HONESTLY.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
HIGH SCHOOL FREAKING STINKS AND ALL THE EXCITEMENT HAPPENS IN UNI.
so i really dont know what im going to do about this AR things mang.....
oh jeeze.
like the font in the books are pretty big, but not big enough for me to read TWO BOOKS *one of which is gossip girl" IN ONE DAY.
im hopeless in life.
absolutely and utterly hopeless.
like I KNOW i wont FAIL English without the 7 percent, but it can REALLY help my marrrrkkkkk
WHY ISN'T THERE A BOOK IVE ALREADY READ ON IT ?! HMMM
HMMMM?!?!!?
so im going to sleep and tomorrow i will search the library for a book that i have already read for me to take the AR test on.
EXCEPT TWILIGHT cause i tottaly forgot what happens.
wait...i might take the twilight AR test actually....maybe get a couple point off that
and a couple from a great and terrible beauty, even though i didn't finish it yet.
yeah, ill get a couple points here and there, so it can give me time to read just ONE book tomorrow.
omg AND EXAMS ARE INS EVEN FREAKING DAYS !!!
I NEED TO START STUDYING ONCE IM THROUGH WITH AR
i want my life back
wow ^ all that brain storming worked.
i love you blogspot.
and i know you love me....xoxo
gossip girl
GOSSIP GIRL OMFG IT MADE ME SO SAD !
chuck looked SO SAD.
and the thing his uncle did was SO MEAN
and the thing the adopted parents did was EVEN MEANER !!!
THE HUMAN RACE IS SO CRUEL
p.s
I keep hearing continous honking outside.
WTF IM TRYING TO SLEEP
i want to take up guitar agian !!!
ugghhh i use to go to Walters for lessons but then i quit cause i could not get my lazy ass off my bed in the morning.
seeing all these teens EXTREMELY good at playing the acoustic guitar, makes me want to go into again.
i mean i didn't by a 300 dollar guitar for nothing, and all its doing is sitting in my room collecting dust.
so im going to promise myself that after exams & CATS and mainly just sem. 1 in general is OVER
i shall start teaching myself guitar agian.
i just need a tuner first >.>
in school news, I TOTALLY LOST TRACK OF THE DATES AND FORGOT THAT AR IS DUE ON THE 15 WHICH IS TECHNICALLY TOMORROW AND BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY READING A VERRRRYYY INTERESING BOOK FROM CHAPTERS I DON'T HAVE 25 POINTS YET !!!!
i have some, BUT NOT 25
AND I REALLY WANT THAT 7% BECAUSE IT WOULD HELP ME SO MUCH !
BUT THEN THAT WOULD MEAN I HAVE TO PULL AN ALL NIGHtER READING MY BOOK AND I DON'T WANT TO CAUSE LIKE
UHM I LIKE MY SLEEP ?! THANKS !!
FML ! FUCK EVERY ONES LIFE HONESTLY.
I WANT TO GO BACK TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
HIGH SCHOOL FREAKING STINKS AND ALL THE EXCITEMENT HAPPENS IN UNI.
so i really dont know what im going to do about this AR things mang.....
oh jeeze.
like the font in the books are pretty big, but not big enough for me to read TWO BOOKS *one of which is gossip girl" IN ONE DAY.
im hopeless in life.
absolutely and utterly hopeless.
like I KNOW i wont FAIL English without the 7 percent, but it can REALLY help my marrrrkkkkk
WHY ISN'T THERE A BOOK IVE ALREADY READ ON IT ?! HMMM
HMMMM?!?!!?
so im going to sleep and tomorrow i will search the library for a book that i have already read for me to take the AR test on.
EXCEPT TWILIGHT cause i tottaly forgot what happens.
wait...i might take the twilight AR test actually....maybe get a couple point off that
and a couple from a great and terrible beauty, even though i didn't finish it yet.
yeah, ill get a couple points here and there, so it can give me time to read just ONE book tomorrow.
omg AND EXAMS ARE INS EVEN FREAKING DAYS !!!
I NEED TO START STUDYING ONCE IM THROUGH WITH AR
i want my life back
wow ^ all that brain storming worked.
i love you blogspot.
and i know you love me....xoxo
gossip girl
GOSSIP GIRL OMFG IT MADE ME SO SAD !
chuck looked SO SAD.
and the thing his uncle did was SO MEAN
and the thing the adopted parents did was EVEN MEANER !!!
THE HUMAN RACE IS SO CRUEL
p.s
I keep hearing continous honking outside.
WTF IM TRYING TO SLEEP
stack that cheese
Monday, January 12, 2009 at 7:40:00 PM
so i've been saving up my money for no reason at all.
so far i have 118$ .... or something.
like there is so much i want to buy, but because i dont have a job and my mom refuses to pay for my "wants" i cant even get a half of what i want.
i want the black berry bold SOOO BAD
like i wanted the iphone before but everyone has one now, and its not even all that great.
+ i had enough of apple products. (about 500-600 AHAHA OMG i can kiss that dream goodbye)
a new ipod :(
my itouch is long gone.
im so pissed that i lost it :@ (about 200$)
and clothes.
so i went to the ski club meeting today and asked for a refund, and they said i can only get my money back if they find a replacement.
so ill find out tomorrow.
IF i do get my money back, it would make my life so much more easier cause then i can uses the money to buy a new ipod...
OR put it together with what i've saved and use it to buy the bold.
aaaahhh decisions decisions.
i really dont know which to choose
the bold
or an ipod
i guess ill just keep saving and see what happens with the ski trip money.
i can always ask my mom which i should buy.
gossip girl in 10
so far i have 118$ .... or something.
like there is so much i want to buy, but because i dont have a job and my mom refuses to pay for my "wants" i cant even get a half of what i want.
i want the black berry bold SOOO BAD
like i wanted the iphone before but everyone has one now, and its not even all that great.
+ i had enough of apple products. (about 500-600 AHAHA OMG i can kiss that dream goodbye)
a new ipod :(
my itouch is long gone.
im so pissed that i lost it :@ (about 200$)
and clothes.
so i went to the ski club meeting today and asked for a refund, and they said i can only get my money back if they find a replacement.
so ill find out tomorrow.
IF i do get my money back, it would make my life so much more easier cause then i can uses the money to buy a new ipod...
OR put it together with what i've saved and use it to buy the bold.
aaaahhh decisions decisions.
i really dont know which to choose
the bold
or an ipod
i guess ill just keep saving and see what happens with the ski trip money.
i can always ask my mom which i should buy.
gossip girl in 10
at 5:18:00 PM
eerrrggg
i HATE seeing the word "focus" or "focused" in every ones msn and facebook names.
every time im trying to chillax and forget about all the stress for a while...even if it means staying up past 1am to finish my work because im such a procrastinating bitch.... SOMEONE ALWAYS SIGNS ON WITH THE WORD "FOCUS" int heir name.
then im reminded about all the shit i need to do before i can actually relax.
like EXAMS ARE IN 8 FUCKING DAYS
HOW THE HELL DOES THAT EVEN WORK ?!
I JUST WANT TO GET THEM OVER AND DONE WITH NOOOWWWW
so because i got like 0 sleep last night because my body clock was all screwed & nnamdi woke up at freaking 6 to get ready for his ski trip...im lacking sleep today.
so before i start ANYTHING, im going to take a nap keeping in mind gossip girl is at 8.
on another note
my drama group is fuccckkkkedddd
ONE OF MY GROUP MEMBERS SKIPPED CLASS
WHO SKIPS CLASS ON A CAT DAY !?!?!
WHO FREAKING SKIPS CLASS WHEN THEY KNOW THEIR GROUP IS ALREADY BEHIND ?!?!?
LIKE FRIGGG I HATE EVERYONE IN MY GROUP !!
well shanai is okay...she actually does work believe it or not.
oh man.
so today i need to read at least half or almost half of my AR book
finish all 9 journal entries for drama
& study for the science quiz tomorrow.
then starting tomorrow ill start studying for exams.
also, nts: go to room 316 tomorrow.
p.s
ive decided im not going to talk to either one of them unless they talk to me first.
i've had enough of this.
im also blocking them all off msn.
like frigg they are SO OBLIVIOUS and are SO BAIT its not even funny.
why do they all like the same girl anyway ?!
pp.s
i hate how people freaking talk shit about me when im RIGHT THERE
like HELLO I HAVE EARS
i HATE seeing the word "focus" or "focused" in every ones msn and facebook names.
every time im trying to chillax and forget about all the stress for a while...even if it means staying up past 1am to finish my work because im such a procrastinating bitch.... SOMEONE ALWAYS SIGNS ON WITH THE WORD "FOCUS" int heir name.
then im reminded about all the shit i need to do before i can actually relax.
like EXAMS ARE IN 8 FUCKING DAYS
HOW THE HELL DOES THAT EVEN WORK ?!
I JUST WANT TO GET THEM OVER AND DONE WITH NOOOWWWW
so because i got like 0 sleep last night because my body clock was all screwed & nnamdi woke up at freaking 6 to get ready for his ski trip...im lacking sleep today.
so before i start ANYTHING, im going to take a nap keeping in mind gossip girl is at 8.
on another note
my drama group is fuccckkkkedddd
ONE OF MY GROUP MEMBERS SKIPPED CLASS
WHO SKIPS CLASS ON A CAT DAY !?!?!
WHO FREAKING SKIPS CLASS WHEN THEY KNOW THEIR GROUP IS ALREADY BEHIND ?!?!?
LIKE FRIGGG I HATE EVERYONE IN MY GROUP !!
well shanai is okay...she actually does work believe it or not.
oh man.
so today i need to read at least half or almost half of my AR book
finish all 9 journal entries for drama
& study for the science quiz tomorrow.
then starting tomorrow ill start studying for exams.
also, nts: go to room 316 tomorrow.
p.s
ive decided im not going to talk to either one of them unless they talk to me first.
i've had enough of this.
im also blocking them all off msn.
like frigg they are SO OBLIVIOUS and are SO BAIT its not even funny.
why do they all like the same girl anyway ?!
pp.s
i hate how people freaking talk shit about me when im RIGHT THERE
like HELLO I HAVE EARS
fuck da popo
at 12:58:00 AM
i didnt edit this so there are ALOT of errors
It took me 10 hours, but im finally done.
i started working on the stupiud scrapbook at about 3:00pm and i hust finished.
like fuck why did my group have to do this to me ?
i had to study for my enlgish quiz, read my ar book, and dpo 9 dramam journals today, and that ALL was not dpone because i was slaving away doing work that was suppsoe to be done by 5 people, insead of one.
my back is killing me because i;ve been laying on the floor for ten hours, glueing and cutting and pasting and printing and typing for the scrap book.
now i have to go to school and tell my dramam teacher i didnt finsihh the journals that were do thoday becaise i was stuck doing hte scrapbook by myself.
i dont give 2 shits if my group gets pissed off at me for ratting them out.
i havent eaten anything but a bowl of ceral all day because of them
now, shanai DID come up with the whole script on her own, and kaitlyn tped it up by herself, so im going to make sure to mention that when i talk to kelleher.
so basically only Nav and andrew didnt do shit.
this is why i hate group work.
i feel like to cry not because im probablly going to fail my enlgih quiz becuace of them, and alo not get to finish ar as well.
i eamn i know i could just study now but i can barely keep my eyes open and my iron level is runnign soooo low right now.
im pretty sure my drama teacher will understand why i didnt finish the journals and he'll give me an extra day, but my english teacher,not too sure ab0ut.
we'll hust have to wait and see.
well im g oign to clean up my work space then hit the hay,
peace.
It took me 10 hours, but im finally done.
i started working on the stupiud scrapbook at about 3:00pm and i hust finished.
like fuck why did my group have to do this to me ?
i had to study for my enlgish quiz, read my ar book, and dpo 9 dramam journals today, and that ALL was not dpone because i was slaving away doing work that was suppsoe to be done by 5 people, insead of one.
my back is killing me because i;ve been laying on the floor for ten hours, glueing and cutting and pasting and printing and typing for the scrap book.
now i have to go to school and tell my dramam teacher i didnt finsihh the journals that were do thoday becaise i was stuck doing hte scrapbook by myself.
i dont give 2 shits if my group gets pissed off at me for ratting them out.
i havent eaten anything but a bowl of ceral all day because of them
now, shanai DID come up with the whole script on her own, and kaitlyn tped it up by herself, so im going to make sure to mention that when i talk to kelleher.
so basically only Nav and andrew didnt do shit.
this is why i hate group work.
i feel like to cry not because im probablly going to fail my enlgih quiz becuace of them, and alo not get to finish ar as well.
i eamn i know i could just study now but i can barely keep my eyes open and my iron level is runnign soooo low right now.
im pretty sure my drama teacher will understand why i didnt finish the journals and he'll give me an extra day, but my english teacher,not too sure ab0ut.
we'll hust have to wait and see.
well im g oign to clean up my work space then hit the hay,
peace.
Sunday, January 11, 2009 at 4:47:00 PM
new jersey
at 2:25:00 PM
so i was in my room today and all of a sudden hear a huge "BANG" like someone just show a gun
i look out my window and turns out someone was backing out of their drive way and hit our car -_-
the dent is HUGEEE
like frig.
and the funny thing is, it was the husband of the woman that hit our car last year.
my parents were soo pissed.
anyways,, my drama group came over yesterday to work on our CAT and like i predicted, they didn't do ANY work what so ever.
the scrap book is due tomorrow and now im stuck doing it by myself.
fuck.
i have a life.
so now i have to do the scrap book and study for two test, and clean the house all in like 10 hours.
sound like alot, but it isnt.
i look out my window and turns out someone was backing out of their drive way and hit our car -_-
the dent is HUGEEE
like frig.
and the funny thing is, it was the husband of the woman that hit our car last year.
my parents were soo pissed.
anyways,, my drama group came over yesterday to work on our CAT and like i predicted, they didn't do ANY work what so ever.
the scrap book is due tomorrow and now im stuck doing it by myself.
fuck.
i have a life.
so now i have to do the scrap book and study for two test, and clean the house all in like 10 hours.
sound like alot, but it isnt.
Saturday, January 10, 2009 at 11:52:00 PM
WOOOWWWW you guys are so bait.
it's not even funny.
it's not even funny.
at 1:37:00 PM
saved - - $71.78
you gain some you loose some.
at 12:52:00 PM
i really need to stop mourning over my "lost friend"
like people loose Friends and gain some and i've lost like 100 seeing as i moved 7 or 8 times
but for some reason this one actually ment something to me, and was the first person i actually called my "bff"
and then just because the stupid school didn't have enough teachers, my sched. got changed and then we drifted <---i hate that word but im using it for lack of a better one. and i wouldn't even give two shits if we weren't friends anymore because now i have 1 best friend that i can honestly tell anything too and count on her to always be with me when i need her but the fact that everywhere i look i see the word "eleisha" pisses me off. and the fact that i dont know how many times i sent her an email to say i miss her and we should hang out again, and she doesnt take anny effort to do so make me more upset. and the fact that she didn't even TRY to retain (is that even the right word?) what was left our friendship, just makes me even more upset.
but whatever man there's nothing i can do. i just wish i could move out of Mississauga or even just move to a different school to get away from all this drama. and by drama i man the one thats going on with my current friends.
p.s you are BLIND & you not choosing to listen to us when we say you should get out now, is not my problem. like fuck you're going to regret this, just watch.
PPS i feel like deleting certain people off msn and facebook so i can move on with my life.... but i dunno -_- that would be mean. but then they dont even freaking talk to me so whats the point in having them on my lists anyways ?
PPPS i joined the ski and snowboarding club at school and now im regretting it. i don't even KNOW Any body there. kay well i do but they aren't close enough to me to actually want to ski with me or whatver. so basically for 3 days im going to sitting on the long ass bus ride by myself, there and back, and skiing by myself as well. ain't life grand ? NO IT FUCKING ISN'T. and
PPPPS threes a crowd which is why i hate hanging out with both of you at the same time. i always feel left out.
like people loose Friends and gain some and i've lost like 100 seeing as i moved 7 or 8 times
but for some reason this one actually ment something to me, and was the first person i actually called my "bff"
and then just because the stupid school didn't have enough teachers, my sched. got changed and then we drifted <---i hate that word but im using it for lack of a better one. and i wouldn't even give two shits if we weren't friends anymore because now i have 1 best friend that i can honestly tell anything too and count on her to always be with me when i need her but the fact that everywhere i look i see the word "eleisha" pisses me off. and the fact that i dont know how many times i sent her an email to say i miss her and we should hang out again, and she doesnt take anny effort to do so make me more upset. and the fact that she didn't even TRY to retain (is that even the right word?) what was left our friendship, just makes me even more upset.
but whatever man there's nothing i can do. i just wish i could move out of Mississauga or even just move to a different school to get away from all this drama. and by drama i man the one thats going on with my current friends.
p.s you are BLIND & you not choosing to listen to us when we say you should get out now, is not my problem. like fuck you're going to regret this, just watch.
PPS i feel like deleting certain people off msn and facebook so i can move on with my life.... but i dunno -_- that would be mean. but then they dont even freaking talk to me so whats the point in having them on my lists anyways ?
PPPS i joined the ski and snowboarding club at school and now im regretting it. i don't even KNOW Any body there. kay well i do but they aren't close enough to me to actually want to ski with me or whatver. so basically for 3 days im going to sitting on the long ass bus ride by myself, there and back, and skiing by myself as well. ain't life grand ? NO IT FUCKING ISN'T. and
PPPPS threes a crowd which is why i hate hanging out with both of you at the same time. i always feel left out.
at 12:49:00 AM
ugh ! i fucking hate this
these guys are so annoying!
i want out, NOW
these guys are so annoying!
i want out, NOW
stuff
Friday, January 9, 2009 at 11:34:00 PM
anyways, i just got back from the coffee house thing with Ysabel and Debbie and it was actually really fun.
the room was filled with teens...99 % of them Asian and Chinese.
the food was pretty good and the play was really funny too.
i got to meet new people...even though ill probably forget their names by tomorrow.
i always stay home on fridays because ______________________________________________
_____________________________
____________!!!
but at least today i got to go out.
one outta two
at 4:45:00 PM
so i went to school today and checked my locker for my phone..
wasnt there
then i went to mr skraks class and asked him
and lucky me, HE DID :D
so yeah im happy i found my phone and all but i really miss my ipod :(
like i keep humming songs and then saying in my head
"i should go get my i......oh wait :("
damnit.
so today im suppose to go to Ysabel coffee house poetry night thing
and im not surprised that Melissa cant go
and debbie doesn't know if she is or not.
every time we plan something it like 80% of the time FLOPS
i reaalllyyy want to go but if debbie isnt going i dont think i want to.
too awkward.
wasnt there
then i went to mr skraks class and asked him
and lucky me, HE DID :D
so yeah im happy i found my phone and all but i really miss my ipod :(
like i keep humming songs and then saying in my head
"i should go get my i......oh wait :("
damnit.
so today im suppose to go to Ysabel coffee house poetry night thing
and im not surprised that Melissa cant go
and debbie doesn't know if she is or not.
every time we plan something it like 80% of the time FLOPS
i reaalllyyy want to go but if debbie isnt going i dont think i want to.
too awkward.
Paper towns
Thursday, January 8, 2009 at 10:22:00 PM
i hate school.
i mean i know everyone does, but i hate it...with a passion.
"popular" people make me puke.
it always looks like things come so easy to them.
i dunno if thats true or not but thats how it LOOKS
i dont get how someone can wear a sweater/cardigan that OBVIOUSLY isnt school uniform, and not get booked for it
then when someone else wheres the exact same thing, that annoying lunch lady is on your dick faster that a prostitute. (AHAHA wtf I DUNNO)
now dont get me wrong, some of the pops are nice to the non pops, but a majority of them act like they're better than everyone else.
like why are the popular anyway ? frigg.
and all the wannabe popular people make me barf as well, just not as much.
on another note
i have so much freaking reading to do :(
like i have reading for a.r and for my english exam, and then i also have reading for myself.
for A.R
oh man -_-
and its almost 11 and i still need to study for my science quiz but i want to read my
"nikon D60 field guide"
instead, but i cant cause ill fail the quiz and my mark will go down and i dont want it to go down :(
I want to live the "good life" :(
also, i am so happy i bought this feild guide.
i mean it IS pretty long...its a freaking text book
but when im done reading it ill know at least 90% of what there is to know about my camera.
i haven't actually sat down and read it yet, cause like i said its a pretty hefty book..but i skimmed through it and i can seriously make every picture i take make it look like it came out of a magazine if i know what im doing.
cant wait : )
ill read it tomorrow before i go to Ysabel's coffee house thing
thats is....IF i go.
i really want to though.
it gives me a chance to meet new people, which i am always up for.
so i put off studying for the morning since the quiz is just matching.
ill study the 15 definitions while im eating breakfast.
oh and one more thing.
i spoke with my conlsor about my grade 11 courses.
so ill be taking all university courses(unlees i fail math next sem)
bio
chem
photography
sicology
religon
english
math
i forgot the other one....
i mean i know everyone does, but i hate it...with a passion.
"popular" people make me puke.
it always looks like things come so easy to them.
i dunno if thats true or not but thats how it LOOKS
i dont get how someone can wear a sweater/cardigan that OBVIOUSLY isnt school uniform, and not get booked for it
then when someone else wheres the exact same thing, that annoying lunch lady is on your dick faster that a prostitute. (AHAHA wtf I DUNNO)
now dont get me wrong, some of the pops are nice to the non pops, but a majority of them act like they're better than everyone else.
like why are the popular anyway ? frigg.
and all the wannabe popular people make me barf as well, just not as much.
on another note
i have so much freaking reading to do :(
like i have reading for a.r and for my english exam, and then i also have reading for myself.
for A.R
- masquerade which is the sequel to blue bloods
- gossip girl cause thats the only interesting 8 point book
- chrysalids gayest book EVAR
- Girls fall down (put on hold cause of freaking AR)
- Paper Towns
- a great and terrible beauty
- Rebel angels
- The sweet Far thing
- East of eden
oh man -_-
and its almost 11 and i still need to study for my science quiz but i want to read my
"nikon D60 field guide"
instead, but i cant cause ill fail the quiz and my mark will go down and i dont want it to go down :(
I want to live the "good life" :(
also, i am so happy i bought this feild guide.
i mean it IS pretty long...its a freaking text book
but when im done reading it ill know at least 90% of what there is to know about my camera.
i haven't actually sat down and read it yet, cause like i said its a pretty hefty book..but i skimmed through it and i can seriously make every picture i take make it look like it came out of a magazine if i know what im doing.
cant wait : )
ill read it tomorrow before i go to Ysabel's coffee house thing
thats is....IF i go.
i really want to though.
it gives me a chance to meet new people, which i am always up for.
so i put off studying for the morning since the quiz is just matching.
ill study the 15 definitions while im eating breakfast.
oh and one more thing.
i spoke with my conlsor about my grade 11 courses.
so ill be taking all university courses(unlees i fail math next sem)
bio
chem
photography
sicology
religon
english
math
i forgot the other one....
the longest "spotted" ever
at 5:31:00 PM
SPOTTED
D&N arriving late for mr.skraks science class only to be told they are going to have a 15 minute detention after school.
little did they know in skrak language, 15 minutes means an hour cleaning the boards in the science room.
now of course after all that D & N would need to have a little something to eat.
they walk to Zita's only to find out they don't sell small fries.
the icing on the cake: N lost her wireless companion
oh poor N what will she do now ?
will her parents let her go to coffee night on Friday ?
will D ever finish her essay ?
i know you love me
xoxo gossip girl
LOL THAT WASN'T EVEN CLOSE TO A SPOTTED THING.
but i was too lazy to go into deats.
i want my phone back NOW :@ :'(
update***
I LOST MY FREAKING ITOUCH TOO HOLY FUCKING SHIT WTH !!!!!
D****************:
honey, you are a rock
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 at 4:59:00 PM
so i really want to buy some things off the internet so i decided to save up atleast 50$ by the end of yhis week.
that was an EPIC FAIL
i ended up going to walmart and with debbie and there i say ysabel to get make up, panda panda thing and teen vogue.
:(
when will i ever get a damn jobbbbbbbaaahhhhh i really want one.
and all this people are rubbing it in my faces that they have one
can you guys like stfu , jeezuzzz
so im going to Blacks today to exchange my camera cause the flash stopped working -_-
CAN I HEAR AN 'AMEN' FOR WARRANTIES ?! xD
that was an EPIC FAIL
i ended up going to walmart and with debbie and there i say ysabel to get make up, panda panda thing and teen vogue.
:(
when will i ever get a damn jobbbbbbbaaahhhhh i really want one.
and all this people are rubbing it in my faces that they have one
can you guys like stfu , jeezuzzz
so im going to Blacks today to exchange my camera cause the flash stopped working -_-
CAN I HEAR AN 'AMEN' FOR WARRANTIES ?! xD
late night ramblings?
at 12:19:00 AM
new year equals fresh start
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 at 9:03:00 PM
so i decided to make a new blog because reading over the entries in my old one, reminded me of how i was such an annoying person -_-
so this will probably be my new permanent one, but i might make occasional post on my old on so my stalkers don't know i have left.
so House and Gossip Girl are the two tv shows that i absolutely LOVEEEE
they use to be at different times...
house-Tuesdays
gg-Thursdays and Mondays
BUT NOW SOME INSANE FUCKED UP GUY DECIDED TO SCREW ME OVER AND PUT HOUSE AND GOSSIP GIRL ON THE EXACT SAME FUCKING DAY
AT THE EXACT SAME MOTHER FUCKING TIME
and yes i know i can always watch gg on Thursdays BUT I DO NT WANT TO WAIT THAT LONGGGG
by the time Thursday comes, my Friends would have already ruined the episode for me.
noooowwww
there is one alternative.
i found this site that posts up new episodes the exact Day it comes out.
so i shall check there on Monday
if gg episode 215 is not up
somebodies gonna get a hurt real bad.
~peace
pea es
the blog is for V.I.P only
so if your reading this, you must mean something in my life.
& if you're reading this and I am not the one that linked you
GTFO !
