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you're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing while i sing
you've got me smiling in my sleep

Saturday, February 28, 2009 at 3:35:00 AM


i just finished cleaning the whole house cause my mom said i cant go anywhere tomorrow if i don't-__-
3 hours of cleaning
i went to go ask her if i can go tomorrow and she said "ill tell you the answer in the morning"
IN THE MORNING
SHE'LL TELL ME THE ANSWER IN THE MORNING ?!
i wont be able to sleep now cause i don't know the answer.
if she says no, and i did all those chores for nothing
im going to be a very pissed off 15 year old.

pet peeve

Friday, February 27, 2009 at 11:21:00 PM


Jose- says:
LOL
jgaoiejglakernh
why is everyone using
rents
if we fall in the sea, hope keeps us dry. says:
LOL
I USE THAT
Jose- says:
for some reason
just that slang annoys me
more than true
and i have no idea why
if we fall in the sea, hope keeps us dry. says:
LOL
knwo what pisses me off
when i type like a HUGE paragrpah to someone on msn or fb, like my lifes story
and all they says is "true"
im like THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY. and they jsut leave it at "true"
Jose- says:
LMAO




-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------



i fucking HATE THAT lmfaaoo
it happens all the time.
its like

nkechi says:
thank goodness i bpought a planner a while back, im actually going to need it until exams are over.
there is SOOOOOOOOO much i need to do and my "to do list" is like not even half of it.
so im going to use the organizer/planner to wrtie donw everything i need to do each day, cause if i dont im going to like fail everything.
i already forgot about the drama cat !!!
im suppose to make ten journal, one each day of our practices....i totlaly forgot...shit.
i cant even remember the dates we practiced..... UGH :(

before school tomorow i need to
clean my room
print out drama script and english cat
eerrmmm
figure out what im going to do with my hair ?
and i think thats it.
oh and add songs to my ipod

so my brother got littlebigplanet for christmas and i havent even touched it yet !
thats how fraking busy i've been
oh and speaking of my brother, we had a little bet that he cant go a week without playing his 360,ps3,wii,psp or ds.
he says he can so im unpluging all the sysmtems and hiding the cords along with his handhelds
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

speaking of 360 i want my fucking halo back from marlon !_
he said he'd give it back before christmas and he hasnt.
he onyl goes on msn through xbox and he wont even reply to me when i ask for it -__i dont thing my brother is going to let anyone borrow his games anymore.


jimmy says:
truee.

nkechi says:
....

jimmy says:
what ?

nkechi says:
HOLY FUCK

nkechi is now offline.

snowball effect

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 at 9:51:00 PM


im suppose to go to sherway with Ysabel, john, Jose,Benjie Melissa M ,Melissa R
but like 3 people already backed out -_-
this ALWAYS happens.
and when 3 specific people back out
others go
"well im not going if so and so isn't going"
then the chain goes on, until NO ONE goes in the end.

oh well.
right now it looks like it's just me, Melissa M, Benjie & jose.
if even one of those people end up not going
the whole thing is canceled :(

forfuckssakes.
so tomorrow morning ill tell Melissa who's going and who isnt
and see if she's still willing to go.
hope fully so....

AND even if no one goes in the end
i'll go by myself cause i need to get something anyways.

" smells like jesus' vagina "

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 at 11:38:00 PM


so i got off the computer early today so i can continue reading Paper Towns. . .
it is honestly THE best book i have ever read.
it's the only book i have read that i laugh out loud in every chapter.
i love the second main characters name.
Margo.
i dunno i just love it.
i love how the book is filled with so much teen sarcasm
i love how they say the word "fuck/fucking"
"shit" "ass" "bitch" etc
atleast once in every chapter
because it reminds me im reading an adult book...*or teen book* for once.
cause i always read books for 12 year olds.

when i was reaing girls fall down
they described a sex scene and i was like WOOAAAHHH BUDDY
so descriptive.
i didn't even read the whole paragraph.
stopped after
"her *insert word here* tasted salty"

but anyways, loving the book.
loving the drama im watching cause i cry in eeevry episode.

the only thing im not loving is when people keep saying "but your blakc"
the amount of people that say that in a day...ohmyjesus.
i go "YEAH I WATCHED THAT DRAMA"
"but your black"
ssooo manye people say it.
LIKE FUCK WHO CARE S IF IM BLACK FUCKING LITTLE MOTHER EFFEERSSS
I CAN WATCH WHATVER THE HELL I WANNA WATCH OKAY ?!
YOU AINT BLACK
AND YOU LISTEN TO LIL WAYNE
WHATS THE FUCKING DIFFERENCE
UGH.

lol i love how every time someone calls someone the best rapper alive
and it isn't lil Wayne
everyone spazes.
in religion, some guy*forgot his name* was like
"YO THE GAME IS THE FUCKING BEST RAPPER ALIVE"
and then randy was like A"NOOOOO ARE YOU HIGH"
and i was like "okay then whos the best rapper alive"
half the class goes "WEEEZZYY"
or "lil wayne"
he isn't the BEST RAPPER ALIVE
he is ONE of the best rappers alive.
so chill.
& yes i know he made a song called 'best rapper alive'

Margo....
a girl named Margo
Margo means Pearl
Sounds like Mango
im naming my child Margo if its a girl

~i was more myself in this post
so i should expect critism.


at 9:56:00 PM


fuck math
fuck the guy who created math
fuck the woman who created the guy who created math
fuck the woman who created the woman who created the guy who created math
fuck the woman who created the woman who created the woman who created the guy who created math

ABC ETC.

JAN DI !

at 8:19:00 PM


AAAHHH
i keep replaying the same part over and over :(
its so cute !
im watching boys before flowers and there's a part ....
kay nvm to hard to explain.
point is
im not gonna lie, i want boyfriend ! :(


Monday, February 23, 2009 at 5:26:00 PM



3 random facts

Sunday, February 22, 2009 at 7:38:00 PM


park avenue plum..that's the blush im suppose to be using
i've been using rose
no wonder i took like shat.

dating someone just cause they';re hot, even though they are a major bitch, is like eating breakfast cereal just cause it looks good but it taste like shit.
why would you eat something that taste like shit just cause it looks good ?

the only way she could maintain that gorgeous figure
is by eating nothing but the souls of kittens & the dreams of impoverish children.


at 2:35:00 PM


job
ipod
macbook
gym membership
math tutor
fred flare stuff
harajuku lover tights
harajuku lover perfume

bs

at 11:45:00 AM


I DON'T WANT TO STAY HOME TODAY !!
i don't think Debbie is going with me to chapters anymore & she isn't answering her phone for me to confirm this.
and i dunno whats going on with square one.
i actually wish we would go to sherway instead because square is so BORING
the stores there, i dont even like.
i own 3 tna sweaters and that was when i was in that "do what everyone else is doing stage"
i hate the TNA brand.
and TNA BAGS
the store it''s self is okay though
an di will never see myslef wearing TNa pants unless someonepayed me to.
i fucking saw like 10 year old girl in ebgames
holding their big ass TNA bags
and they were looking at me as if i'd give them approval or something
my brother was like "ewww look they...."
but i covered his mouth
he never keeps things to himself...and the mom was like...right there.
but anyways yeah square was is so gay.
EVERY TIME i go i see people i know
ALL THE TIME
and i hate when i go with my mom and brother
and i see like...danfords crew, looloolol
the worst.
but i've suggested sherway countless times
half of them don't even know what it is -_-
but whhhaaateeevvvs

pacific mall this weekend with Melissa r.
hopefully.

& im starting to think that the places i applied to are racist motherfuckers.
cause i applied at that chocolate place near animal world around the same time Jill did
DIDN'T GET THE JOB
applied at kernals BEFORE Stefanie did
she got it, not me
and some other store they hired some asian chick and we handed in our resumes at the same time
and don't say its cause my resume sucks
it didn't
cause compared to theirs, mine was awesome.
i actually had job experience.
:( this is bullshit.

if i don't get a job by spring
i result to robing banks.


Saturday, February 21, 2009 at 10:39:00 PM




i love this song and i love lydia paek

random

at 6:59:00 PM


tell me why it's fucking snowing ?!
i use to love winter but right now i just want it to GO AWAY.

whole day i stayed home.
cleaned the kitchen cause it was the messiest grossest most putried thing of life.
then i tried to finish girls fall down and FAILD epicly.
i have like 2 chapters left but im too lazy to read it.
took a bunch of random B&W pictures around the house and of myslef.
made a video of me singing the PJ & Otter theme that i would have uploaded on blogspot
but that would be... embarrassing ?

i think melissas mad at me and im too scared to ask for our book back
so me and Debbie are going to chapters or whatever tomorrow to buy another one.
we must fill up every stikin page by the end of the semester.

anyways
i dont think im going to be quite ..myself for a while.
today i started screaming randomly atleast 4 time because i got angry because of something...
its either because im pmsing or because im so fed up about everything thats going on in my life, and everyone's life around mine.
my relationship with many has end, or will end because we dont talk anymore.
for some, i don't really give shit
for others i feel like to delete them of everything so i dont need to see them interact with everyone in the world but me.

i tried on some stuff in my closet today and took pictures pretending i'd out them on lookbook.
obviously i will not, but i have to admit they are pretty okay.

havent worn my contacts in over a week because im too lazy to put them in in the morning..
until i get those glasses i want, i dont think im going to wear contacts for a while.

i want a gym membership.
according to my BMI im overweight -_-
wwwoooowweerzzz.
unless i put my height in wrong.
cause i dunno my exact height.

im bored out of my mind and im reading random peoples blogs.
thats what i result to when no one bothers to update for 983408643860308 days.

i want spring/summer
even though i know my summer vacay will be boring just like last.
last Summer I didn't hang out with friends at all cause they're always busy.
that pissed me off.
i went to wonderland a couple times though, and overcame my fear of the behemoth.
when i went on it with Liz and Fatima, as soon as i sat down i started crying
but when it was over i was laughing.

last summer
i went on bike rides alone because no one would go with me
got lost atleast twice
and one time i windup up at no frills,blockbuster,basken robins area

i miss my ipod alot.
like ALOT.
i dont listen to music anymore because my mac is sorta dead and it crashed so all my songs are gone.

i hate, and always will hate pc's

i hate when people say
"eww what is that" to your lunch.
like fuck off

im done.

Leica

at 2:46:00 PM


And the rest of the world went on,
planes fell out of the air and diseases were quarantined, amazing rescues were preformed from burning buildings,people married and died and played air guitar.




It can be a profound action, taking a photograph. It's a piece of realization. The preservation of a fleeting expression. A recording, even, of the precise moment the world changed.
But what if your camera's action is less than precise, less than perfectly responsive? The consequence could be profound, too.
The moment could escape


Friday, February 20, 2009 at 4:23:00 PM


so today in religion class while freberro was playing cards... o.O
Jeremy said he;s selling his Ipod for 1bill.
it's the old ipod though...like the classic one.
it's 30 GB and it looks brand new
I COULD have said i'd buy it, but i don't want to spend 100 dollars on it and then in a month I'd have enough to buy my own if i hadn't have bought his.
i felt bad saying no but whatever
i buy too many things from people ... even if i don't need them.
it's either because i want to be nice, or i give into peer pressure too easily.
gotta stop.
Janvirs earphones
Dannys earphones
Artemios board...
damn.

anyways so i went to the "bathroom" *caff* during religion
came back and the whole class is staring at me.
Randy says "nkechi what's missing"
i say
".....what the fuck......OH where's my bracelet?"
no response

and then Jessica told me that Jeremy threw it onto a shelf and there was a hole on the top of it
so it fell through the hole
and it is now stuck in the shelf forever.
@ first i thought he was kidding
but he wasn't :(
i would have been all pissed and whatever
but he already looked sad so i just left it.

so yes, that was my day.
BOMBED THE MATH TEST
FUCK


Thursday, February 19, 2009 at 10:16:00 PM


omg i just remembered
i think i said this already but
i remember in grade 6 and we went to Nigeria on christmas.
it was alright.
anyways
when we went to the vilage and left the city
we went to my grams house and i saw two goats tied to a tree
my uncle was like "that's going to be our dinner soon"
and i i was like "omg"
so i went to the goats and tried to pet one of them
it kicked me.
went to the other one and it was so calm
so i took a bowl and put water in ti and leaves and then gave it to it. (water and leaves..lmao wtf)
it ate EVERYTHING then drank the water
i was like, yo this is my pet till i leave
NEXT FUCKING DAY I HEAR THE UGLIEST SOUND EVER
COME OUT OF THE HOUSE AND THEY'RE CHOPPING THE HEAD OFF OF THE GOAT I FED
AND IT WAS SCREAMING IN PAIN
IT WAS A HORRIBLE SIGHT

i cried for days
and tat night when i asked whats for dinner and my mom said it was the goat
i didn't eat -_-
why the hell would i eat an animal i was friends with, lol.
oh man.
and i wonder why it's so hard for me to go vegetarian.

but yea i was 11
and i was an extremely weird 11 year old
so to comfort my self
i said that instead of the goats soul going to heaven
it went into my build a bear so it can be with me forever....
now that i think back on that
i was so weird.
like who says stuff like that.
lmao. wow.

math hmw time.

this entry is ALL over the place

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 at 8:41:00 PM


p


to b honest
i changed my URL because i wanted to make my blog only known to three people
so i can be able to speak my mind freely and crap without any criticism from others
but then i got a journal today from chapters
*AND i saw ALYSA !!! miss that gurl-@ starbucks*
so im going to use the book to write on my thoughts down.
i bought like 93794360970374070370 diaries and i always end up making one entry in them then forgetting about it...
but this isn't really a diary i guess
ill put pictures in it too
like stuff i want to save up to buy etc
and ill bring it everywhere with me and guard it with my life
cause it was pretty expensive....for me at least.

now i still might change my url cause there's some people that read this thing that i don't want reading it
so instead of telling them to their face, ill chnage the url, and if you know me vvvveeerrryyyyy well
you'll guess the new on in a heartbeat
if you dont
then you weren't ment to read it :)
bwahaha,
but i dunno yet
for now it will stay the frugg....wich is the gayest name ever.

on another note...matchmaking sheet...no comment.
all i have to say is ROFLWAFFLE

i hate school.

what else do i have to talk about....mmm
nothing.
damnit its almost 9 and i didnt start my hmw yet.

& i feel like a fatass cause i just ate A&W

that is all.

Thursday feb 19 update.
p.s
LMAO my mom just called City24...
i was watching it and i see my phone number
u was like WHAT THE FUCK
then ran to my moms room and she was talking about Obama to the news person
KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE WATCH 24 ?!
frigg
my number is displayed everywhere :(

anyways
i want a BLACKBERRRYYYYYYYY
AND MY IPODDDD
AND MY MACCCCC
OMGGGGGGGG
lost ipod
mac died after only TWO YEARS. stupid.
and i just want a black berry.
i dont know which one though
not the pearl, or the flip cause it's ugly.
the bold is really big so i dunno about that either
but if i were to get the bold without a new contract, that's freaking 600 dollars right there !
i calculated how long it could take me to raise that much....
3 -4 months.
doesn't sound like long i guess
but still i doubt i wont be tempted to spend it :(
hence the reason i NEED A JOBBBBB

Kay im calling youth employment services tomorrow.
that is how low i have sunk.

pp.s
i stay on msn for the whole day
no one ever starts a convorsation with me
i dont feel sad Or anything
but i find that so ....i dunno.
and this happens EVERYDAY
whats the point in having msn then.

ppp.s
WOW, BITCH MOVEMENTS !

pppppppppp.s
i feel bad cause im keeping my hamster in captivity.




:*(
well if she was bigger i'd let her roam the house
and i don't leave her in her cage ALL THE TIME
at least 3 times i week i bring her out and let her run around my room with the door shut.




nothing and nowhere

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 at 11:32:00 PM


i promised myself i would do my homework today.
i CAN NOT afford to fail the test on Friday
i think i'll cry if i do.
like, alot.
but im stuck on one freaking question and being the stubborn shit i am, i cant move on and do other questions, without figuring out how to do the one im stuck on.
uggggh
im going to feel horrible after im done this entry, shut down my computer, pack my bag and go to sleep , without finishing my review.
probably have nightmares about graphing.
and the teacher isn't making it any easier.
she's so un motivational.
BLAH
KAY
so im going to sleep
and tomorrow in math ill ask the teacher how to do the question
then ill work on my review in class so if i have anymore questions i can ask her instead of going home and ripping my hairs out because i cant figure it out.
im also going to ask Debbie tomorrow Mormon, if i can call her about math sometimes.
i need all the help i can get right now.

p.s
i miss my macbook.
like i really do.
PC's are SHIT compared the macs
I HATE USING VISTA AND OR XP
THEY CAN SUCK MY DICK
I WANT MY MACCCC :*(
AND I WANT MY IPOD !!!!!!
*im getting another one by the end of this month, because by then ill have enough saved up*
BUT STILL i've gone too long w/o musiq


Monday, February 16, 2009 at 9:57:00 PM


ew.
you make me laugh in disgust.
i hate girls.
i really do.


at 11:52:00 AM


so yesterday i went to Mandarin and Amc with the fam for family day. *even though family day is today*
MANDARIN WAS PACKED !
shizzz.

we watched Push afterward, and it was acutally a pretty good movie.
obviously it's not on par with any of the movies i've watched in the past, but it wasn't crappy either.
the fact Dakota Fanning is in it, made me like it even more.
it's kinda like jumper though..*which is a gay movie*
and it's funny cause when we went to give our tickets to the guy that rips them
he's like "shove, theatre 24"
and im like "shove?"
and he's like "yeah, shove...push..same thing"
there was a part in the movie where i died of laughter.
wont spoil it though.

anyways, so the Korean HYD is WAAAY better than the Jap one.
there are like 7 American actors in it too.
also, there's this korean chick whos part of the popular pewople at school, and she says some words in english during the show
SOOOO FREAKING ANNOYYING
UGGH I HATE HER.



see if you know who i mean.

boys before flowers

Sunday, February 15, 2009 at 1:12:00 AM



LOVE THIS DRAMA!

saturday the 14th

Saturday, February 14, 2009 at 2:20:00 PM


ewww
it's valentines day.


happy valentines day you damn love birds.

you are electric

at 12:29:00 AM


YOU ARE ELECTRIC !
LMFAAAOOO BRYCE
oh man.

so Jose's "gathering" was actually more fun that i expected.
his cousin or whoever the hell he is fucking hilarious.
i laughed at like everything he said.

we watched 1 missed call
i watched a bit before so it was boring
but even if i didn't watch a bit before, it'd still be boring.
GAYEST MOVIE EVERRRRRR
LIKE THE ENDING IS SOOOO RANDOM
LIKE WTF
JAPANESE VERSION OWWWWNNSSSSSS
but yeah everyone screamed on the pop up parts, but it wasn't as intense because Benjie,Oliver,Debbie and Jon were playing cards beside the Tv. ---_--- lol
KEVIN got pissed at Melissa cause she kept talking ...lmfao i love you Melissa.

Afterwards we played TorD .... with bottle
some PRETTY interesting things were brought up.
things i shall not mention here.
but i have to admit i ID ask some truth question where i ALREADY knew the answer, so i could tell if he/she was lying or not.
the guys came up with gay dares..........
AND JON MAN
SO MANY RACIAL SLURS
SHIT.
like it might not look like it doesn't bother me...
you're right, it doesn't.
but when you make like 497609709720 in a row, that's when i start to get upset.
but whatever.

when all the girls left, obviously they started talking about dicks -_-
i was the only girl left and HWY DO GUYS ALWAYS TALK ABOUT THAT STUFF
and its not even ALL guys
guys that DON'T talk about it, i Love you guys.
YOU DON'T SEE GIRLS GOING AROUND TALKING ABOUT VAGINAS
now do you ?!
*unless it concerns the time of month*

oh well
boys will be boys.

all in all
i had a really good time.
i think i stayed for 5 hours... which isnt alot.
i came home at 12am.
meh.


YOU ARE.....ELECTIRC ?!!?!?
BWAHAHAHA.

oh and i tired calling joses house number during the movie...to scare him
but it didnt work :(


Thursday, February 12, 2009 at 11:43:00 PM


i am a terrible daughter.
i totally forgot it was my dads birthday today !!!1
ohmymymymymymymy
he like hates me.
came in from work
"i still cannot believe my family forgot it was my birthday today"
i drop my text book and my jaw dropped. lol
then when i ran downstairs to say sorry, he's like, "you remember Patricias birthday, but not mine ?"
AHAHAHA.
how did he even know that.



:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICIA.

you've officially been chopped & screwd.

at 5:40:00 PM


Jonas brothers gave up their rings?!
ouuuuueeeeeeee

anyways
i was thinking of having a sleep over held at my house soon times.
because my basement is done and it looks freaking awesome and it's perfect for a sleep over.
there's two bedrooms, tv...washroom
etc.
and i haven't been to a sleep over IN A LONG ASS TIMEEEE
last time i held one was in grade 6 !!! :O
daayuummm
am i loser or what ?!
but yeaaah.
i'd probably invite all the girls
like
Debbie, Jeatritz, Melissa M,Dianna,Ysabel, Laila ...i think that's it.
and if any holy namers can make it that'd be great too.
cough Cheryl
cough Ashley
MENGWAAIIIIIIII _just kidding. i don't think Mimi would come
i don't eve3n think she reads this thing o.O
but yesh.
i already asked Jea and she went ape on me saying how she'd love to sleep in my basement.
TRIED to tell Debbie but when i called she said she was busy
and ill ask the rest of the girls tomorrow at school.
i really want this to come through because i everything i plan ALWAYS flops
like
always always alwaysss
HOPEfully this doesn't.
and the basement is just..there.
no one even goes down there
my cousin still hasn't come from Nigeria to live there.
so it's vacant for now.



i want spring NOWWWWW
i hate winter now
i miss how the sun feels on your skinn
and how green the grass is
and wearing shorts and skirts
and always going to the park
or Baskin robins
or booster juice
although that all happens in the summer time.
OH AND BIKE RIDING

anyways, im going to nap now.
then study for math :@:@:@:@:@:@:@
i fucking hate math
but if i want to be a pediatrician i obviously need to take it.
i'll hate the road there, but when i finally reach my destination
ill be so freaking happy.

^corny flakes.


at 4:21:00 PM


wwooowww, SO MUCH MAKEUP



Wednesday, February 11, 2009 at 11:11:00 PM


fuck you math !
just


FUCK YOU.


at 7:14:00 PM


p.s i love you
p.s i hate you

i wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 at 4:16:00 PM


i miss my drama classss :**(
i went on you tube to listen to cold pays album
and the second i hear the first line o f "fix you"
it reminded me of drama class.
because we had to make a music video, and one of the groups used that song
and AAAAHH it was soo beautiful.
i miss that class soo much.


another thing on my mind is something Taylor Swift said at the Pre red carpet for the Grammies.
she said she never had a boyfriend in high school.
and at fist i was like
that's ridiculous '
but then it hit me tat not everyone WILL have a bf or gf in high school . *like me -_-*
some will have to wait till uni/col
or even later in life.

meh.
just a thought.


fix you


Monday, February 9, 2009 at 6:43:00 PM


Chris brown Smacked Rihanna with an Umbrella ella ay ay

i don't see the point in giving someone with a shitload of money
a bale price that's considered nothing to them.
---_---
and Rihanna OBVIOUSLY did something to get him so mad that he'd assault her.

P.S
TRACK PRACTICE TOMORROW
oh snap



crackle


an


pop.



im going to be sooo swore on Wednesday.

pps
gossip girls is a Re-run today :(
so i guess i'll be watching house @ 8
nvm
house is a re run too
wtf
kay gg it is


Sunday, February 8, 2009 at 2:16:00 AM


I've fallen for you
again.

you're like an indian summer in the middle of winter, like a hard candy with a surprise centre

Saturday, February 7, 2009 at 1:45:00 PM


so yesterday, i stayed home
nothing new.

today im probably going to be out the whole afternoon -_-
McCarthy's because i NEED guy pants
screw girl pants man.
so un comfortable.
& I'd get like NON McCarthy's pants, but my teachers this semester (EXCEPT GORDON f coarse)
are extremely strict ass mofos.

Sephora because i suck at putting eyeliner on, and the type that you don't have to sharpen, and just roll up...is to smudgy and yesterday it got in my eye
AND IT WAS HELL
i missed 30 minutes of math because i was in the bathroom crying and trying to get my contacts out of my eyes
and this fucking girl is like staring at me the whole time
like do you mind.
ANYWAYS so that's why i want the old fashioned eyeliners that require a actual sharpener.
i also want bronzer...but im not buying it.
i want to make my face look less artificial as possible.
my blush broke into like a bazillion pieces
so i need to buy that too.

Walters or Walterz... i dunno which
to get my guitar tuner.

i forgot the name of the place....but i need to do my eyebrows/
if they don't close by the time im done everything else

& i need to get Teen Vogue.
ew Taylor Swift is on the cover -_-
nast.

on another note.
i feel so un wanted at my lunch, well with the people i sit with.
i mean Benjie's okay, so's Jeatritz and somewhat Terri
but everyone else acts like they dot want me to sit with them
well too bad.
i hate A lunch.
rather have like...b or c
so im going to try and save my allowance again
last time i saved $170 but then spent it on that mp3 WHICH I GAVE TO MY BROTHER
so now im music less again.

i think he lost it though.
not my problem.
so im not some skinny girl who can go the whole school day without eating, seeing as i don't eat breakfast.
so im going to attempt to wake up earlier so i CAN eat breakfast, that way i wont be that hungry at school,and when the week is over i'll still have my 50
or 40... if my and Debbie go to walmart that week like usual.

im going to try and find a job by spring.. but this stupid recession is making it so hard.
i need a spring/summer wardrobe though.

ps
i found my Dslite... after like....ages.

it's 2:03 and i haven't eaten yet -_-


Friday, February 6, 2009 at 11:30:00 PM


LMFAAAOO ED WESTWICK HAS/HAD A BAND ?!
i bet this is old news.
im slow guys, sorry


FUCK YOU PUSSY ASS HATER YOU SHOULD DO YOU

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 at 9:58:00 PM


IM NOT EDITING THIS
to angry
so have fun reading,

so i got accused for shop lifting ....
LIKE WTF
ME ?!
SHOPLIFT ?
are you fucking crazy.
i walked out of shoppers holding eyliner once, cause i didn't know i was still holding it because i was distracted...
and i walk back into the fucking store and put it back.

so basically me and debbie went to Clairs after school today and i was wearing a headband that i bought from there.
when we walked in, the girls working there were in the back, wich means they DIDNT see me walk in.
so we spent like an hour there looking for what to buy and when finally found shit and wen tto pay
the fucking white bitch tells me to pay for the headband too.
and i told her i bought it on saturday
and she fucking cuts me off and says "i saw you put it on"
and i was like
yeah thats what you do after you take it off....
dumbass.
like why would i steal soemthing and then put it on my head ?
so me and D were there for atleast 20 minutes watcheing her acuse of stelaing a $4.00 headband.
we told her to fucking search us cause she thinks we stole other things too'
and she refued
told her to check the camera to prove i walked in witht he head band
she refused
told her i'd come back with the recipt
and she refused
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK
IF YOU FUCKING ACUSE ME OF STEALING SOEMTHING
WHY WOULD YOU LET ME WALK OUT OF THE STORE WITH THE THING I "STOLE"
so of course i cried cause im soft liek that
and the woman/girl whatver told us never to come back to the store, then asked
"so are you going to pay for whats in your hand"
FUCK NO
i droped it on the rack and left, MAKING SURE she hear dme call her a bitch.
cause thats what she is.
im telling you if i was osme pretty white girl she wouldnt have acused me.
she was wtyahcing me SO HARD in that store
and i even told debbie
"i bet shes going to think i stole soemthing"
and she did
and she alwso threatened to call the police
LIKE GO AHEAD
I HAVE NOTHING TO BE SCARED OF.

so i called my mom and told her what happen and she was obviously pissed cause this is like the 3rd time this has happend.
*she got accused for stealing money and putting it in her acocunt, just because shes black and shouldnt have that much money*
so when she came back we went to the store with the recpeipt to get that bitch fired.
OF COURSE
she WASNT THERE ANYMORE
so we got the mangers number
and my mom caleld, no answer.
she also called the police and told them what happen
and apperntly we can sue for harasment and false accusation.
and other shit.
so moms going back there tomorrow on her lunch so she can slap the recipt in her face
theres absolutley no way in hell im goign to let her keep her job after what she did.
i know it sounds like im over rweacting
but YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HER
she kept fucking cuting me off when i was trying to explain
and babaling on about
"i work in retail for a reason"
like fuck you.
she's probably sitting at home right not feeling like she won.
when she doesnt know ewhen she gets back shes proally going to loose her job.


Tuesday, February 3, 2009 at 11:10:00 PM


occasionally i will catch the show
"Instant Star"
on MUCH
i freaking love IT
i love their relationship with each other...
even though there's like a 3 year gap...i think.
love her voice too
even thought they probablly did a shitload of editing to it : )
probably


anyways lil wayne parody. i loled
BAHAHAH


Monday, February 2, 2009 at 10:27:00 PM


OMG
YOU SUCK DAN HUMPHREY

VLOG

at 8:57:00 PM


finally built up enough self confidence to do this
and just the right amount to ignore any haters
so
GET AT ME
& I TAGG CHERYL NEXT
& i dunno why there's too ... o,O
and like WHY DO I SAYS "ANYWAYS" SO MUCH
NERVOUS EVEN WHEN TALKING INTO A FUCKING CAMERA
WHAT IS THIS ?!!!?!?
omg
P.S
WHEN YOU PRESS PLAY
IT WONT WORK
S YOU HAVE TO SLIDE THE SLIDER THINGY
AND
AND
UHM
you will get nauseous while watching this
due to the fact the camera is hella shaky.


at 6:42:00 PM


i have deja vu-beyonce
&
thinking of you-katy perry
stuck in my head.
all day fucking long.

p.s
wtf
i thought you hated Katy perry ???
WOOOOWW
HYPOCRITE


Sunday, February 1, 2009 at 7:30:00 PM


Her life will consist of :
  • Teaching herself guitar
  • Studying hard in school
  • Reading
  • Photography
  • Eating
  • Sleeping
  • Ladies room
  • Personal Hygeine
  • Friends
  • surfing Lookbook
  • Blogging
  • Music
she will try to occasionally go on Facebook and msn
she doesn't want to be too out of touch with the world.

blah


harro
"if a guy treats you like he doesn't give a shit, he genuinely doesn't give a shit. no exceptions" i like Asian dramas, romance, comedy, carmel frapps, cardigans, long necklaces, twitter, the search bar on twitter, lime green, purikura, food, winter, big cities, animals, behemoth, jake et amir, dean fujioka etc

basement party