tell me why it's fucking snowing ?!
i use to love winter but right now i just want it to GO AWAY.
whole day i stayed home.
cleaned the kitchen cause it was the messiest grossest most
putried thing of life.
then i tried to finish girls fall down and
FAILD epicly.
i have like 2 chapters left but
im too lazy to read it.
took a bunch of random B&W pictures around the house and of
myslef.
made a video of me singing the
PJ & Otter theme that i would have uploaded on
blogspotbut that would be... embarrassing ?
i think
melissas mad at me and
im too scared to ask for our book back
so me and Debbie are going to chapters or whatever tomorrow to buy another one.
we must fill up every
stikin page by the end of the semester.
anyways
i
dont think
im going to be quite ..myself for a while.
today i started screaming randomly
atleast 4 time because i got angry because of something...
its either because
im pmsing or because
im so fed up about everything
thats going on in my life, and everyone's life around mine.
my relationship with many has end, or will end because we
dont talk anymore.
for some, i don't really give shit
for others i feel like to delete them of everything so i
dont need to see them interact with everyone in the world but me.
i tried on some stuff in my closet today and took pictures pretending
i'd out them on
lookbook.
obviously i will not, but i have to admit they are pretty okay.
havent worn my contacts in over a week because
im too lazy to put them in in the morning..
until i get those glasses i want, i
dont think
im going to wear contacts for a while.
i want a gym membership.
according to my
BMI im overweight -_-
wwwoooowweerzzz.
unless i put my height in wrong.
cause i dunno my exact
height.
im bored out of my mind and
im reading random
peoples blogs.
thats what i result to when no one bothers to update for 983408643860308 days.
i want spring/summer
even
though i know my summer
vacay will be boring just like last.
last
Summer I didn't hang out with friends at all
cause they're
always busy.
that pissed me off.
i went to wonderland a couple times though, and overcame my fear of the behemoth.
when i went on it with
Liz and
Fatima, as soon as i sat down i started crying
but when it was over i was laughing.
last summer
i went on
bike rides alone
because no one would go with me
got lost
atleast twice
and one time i
windup up at
no frills,blockbuster,
basken robins area
i miss my
ipod alot.
like
ALOT.
i
dont listen to music anymore because my mac is sorta dead and it crashed so all my songs are gone.
i hate, and always will hate
pc'si hate when people say
"
eww what is that" to your lunch.
like fuck off
im done.