tell me why it's fucking snowing ?!
i use to love winter but right now i just want it to GO AWAY.
whole day i stayed home.
cleaned the kitchen cause it was the messiest grossest most putried
thing of life.
then i tried to finish girls fall down and FAILD epicly
i have like 2 chapters left but im
too lazy to read it.
took a bunch of random B&W pictures around the house and of myslef
made a video of me singing the PJ
& Otter theme that i would have uploaded on blogspot
but that would be... embarrassing ?
i think melissas
mad at me and im
too scared to ask for our book back
so me and Debbie are going to chapters or whatever tomorrow to buy another one.
we must fill up every stikin
page by the end of the semester.
going to be quite ..myself for a while.
today i started screaming randomly atleast
4 time because i got angry because of something...
its either because im pmsing
or because im
so fed up about everything thats
going on in my life, and everyone's life around mine.
my relationship with many has end, or will end because we dont
for some, i don't really give shit
for others i feel like to delete them of everything so i dont
need to see them interact with everyone in the world but me.
i tried on some stuff in my closet today and took pictures pretending i'd
out them on lookbook
obviously i will not, but i have to admit they are pretty okay.
havent worn my contacts in over a week because im
too lazy to put them in in the morning..
until i get those glasses i want, i dont
going to wear contacts for a while.
i want a gym membership.according
to my BMI im
unless i put my height in wrong.
cause i dunno my exact height
bored out of my mind and im
reading random peoples
what i result to when no one bothers to update for 983408643860308 days.
i want spring/summer
i know my summer vacay
will be boring just like last.
last Summer I didn't
hang out with friends at all cause
that pissed me off.
i went to wonderland a couple times though, and overcame my fear of the behemoth.when
i went on it with Liz
, as soon as i sat down i started crying
but when it was over i was laughing.
last summeri went
on bike rides
alone because no
one would go with me
got lost atleast
one time i windup
up at no frills
i miss my ipod alot
listen to music anymore because my mac is sorta dead and it crashed so all my songs are gone.
i hate, and always will hate pc's
i hate when people say
what is that" to your lunch.
like fuck offim