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you're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing while i sing
you've got me smiling in my sleep

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 at 8:52:00 PM


nts: purchase NDtitablady, kevjumba and ninjadrops ( if he has any) merch :)

anyways right now im at starbucks because the stupid internet was down at the central library.
soe,mthing about a huge ass virus attacking everyone that uses the internet today....
so basically im at risk (knocks on table) but my 2 hour limmit is almost up and my pc hasnt crashed yet.... (knocks on table agian)
i lied to my mom and told her im doing hmw when i REALLY needed a connection to watch GG
and may i add the episode was......interesting. *dont want to spoil it*

when my internet is up and running this friday i need to catch up on a crapload of stuff... honestly im so behind on reality, like really.




on a happy-er note, holy name reunion this friday at springrolls... yay :).. i dunno how im getting there though.
Natalia is hosting it because its perfect timing for her Sweet16


ingkaych -out

I ONLY HAVE 45 MINUTES OF MY 2 HOUR LIMIT


Sunday, March 29, 2009 at 10:09:00 PM


I MISSED GOSSIP GIRL
FUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKDFUwheg-p934HTG09POAENROPqwnjefBHONZERWVSD


at 9:41:00 PM


love these guys :)
LMFAO AT HIS MOM


pretty little missile shot me out the sky

at 6:51:00 PM



1. i think i still like you, but honestly this crush has lasted WAAAYYYY too long and its time for me to move on ( well it was time for me a long time ago) but "moving on" isn't so easy, you need to give it time. (in my case, ALOT of time)

2.you're too negative sometimes, and i dunno you also annoy me sometimes. which is rare because im annoying my self and for you to annoy an annoying person, you must be really annoying.

3. BUY YOUR OWN FOOD FOR CHRIST SAKES

4. you're actually not so perfect, so stop acting like you are, kthanks.

5. you are WAY to blunt and need to learn to keep comments to yourself. you actually aren't that great of a friend either.

6. i love spending time with you because i feel like we can relate on so many levels, no homo
but sometimes i feel like you dont share enough with me or you dont want me around sometimes.

7. you never gave me a good reason as to why you would never like me, and im beginning to think its because im not "Asian" and if thats so, then i dont know why i liked you in the first place.

6.stop questioning everything i do or wear, thanks.


anyways, went to go watch MvsA today so i can get the glasess :P
it was an all right movie....not the best. kids were loud
hugh laurie was in it and so was seth rogen which was cool.
love bob.


they obvi look better on him

and i want to spray paint my second pair white.



ONE WAY
JESUS


Thursday, March 26, 2009 at 10:06:00 PM


i dont like using my laptop on my bed because it hurts my friggen arms
but im tooo lazy to get my ass to my desk.
speaking of desk
I HATE MOFUCKING SCHOOL HOLY SHIT!!!
like it helps that i have really fun people in all my classes *except math*
cause i swear if i didnt, i would have dropped out by now. like i said earlier, i got my math updated mark and shit my pants.
I REALLLLLLLLYYY NEEED TO "get my head in the game" if i want to pass math this semester. there is no way in hell i am going to summer school, OR taking grade 10 math in grade 11. no sirreebob.
so im actually going to do ALLL my math homework form now on, instead of doing it only on the days im in a good mood, which is extremely rare. i finished my math hmw yesterday, everything except the word problems because me and word problems are like.....no. i hate them, dont understand most of them. SO HOPEFULLY the teacher will have time to help me with that tomorrow.

i honestly think i'd be much happier in life if i started my homework on time when i got home and studied for test ahead of time instead of the night before.
i really hate it when people go "omg im getting such a bad mark!"
and i ask what they;re getting and they say something int he high 80 or low 90's
like stfu be gratefull you actually have a shot at going to university.
i especially hate it when people get such high marks when they dont do shit in class, and im here working my ass off and i come out with a 50.
like what is this ?!
jeeze.

like they are so many people i envy for being so mature, responsible and smart
but then there are the over achievers which drive me insane.

i can't wait till summer, even though i know im probably going to stay home the whole time.
i have to convince my parents to let us vacay somewhere.

things i need to do/things coming up
  • review literacy book for literacy test on thursday april second
  • start my friggen careers isu thats due friday april 3rd i think
  • study for history test that on friday april third
  • review and study for math test which is god knows when
there's more but i forgot.
i have to atleast start some of this over the weekend.

i really hope everyone decides to go somewhere after school tomorrow, cause i really need a chillage right now.



at 4:53:00 PM


You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

im better near to you


i really wish i could tell you how i feel right now so i can just vent everything out.
even though i know you don't give two shits about what i feel.
i feel like you don't even notice everything im doing and did for you.
i have never said anything truly hurtful about you behind your back, when im sure you've said plenty about me.
you acted like you hated me and i STILL didn't say mean things behind your back
doesn't that tell you something?
but of course you wouldn't notice since our worlds are completely different.
at least now they are.
i wish there was more i can say on this stupid blog about this, because i always use entries to vent out my feelings cause writing in journals doesnt work for me
but there's nothing else i can say that wont give away who im referring to.
so ill leave it at that.


on another note
i got my math progress report back and im speechless
im surprised i didnt cry the second i looked at it.
thats how bad it was.


p.s if you dont like the way i express my self in my blog,
then why the hell are you reading it


Wednesday, March 25, 2009 at 7:44:00 PM


so after school i couldnt find debbie *that girl is always disappearing*
and i waited for like like 10 minutes and just as i was about to leave she showed up.
we walked home the long way so we could stop by dolleramma, grocery store for poor people
like us.
at first i only intended on buying one thing, but in the end we had like a basket of chocolate,chips etc
i bought
KinderSurprise for my brother
chocolate covered pretzels
cookies and creme chocolate bar
milk chocolate chocolate bar
Ramen
and peanuts
...
i swear that's how university students shop for groceries cause they usually dont have time to cook.

anyways im going to go watch ANTM and do homework.


Tuesday, March 24, 2009 at 11:06:00 PM


over priced
over rated
over exagerated

but i cant live without my ipod.

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner












kay i can...like i wont die...like..YOU GET THE POINT


at 7:51:00 PM


this ain't cool.
how is it that she was the one that always made fun of you, even BEFORE she met you, yet you guys are closer to each other than i am close to you?
like wtf
it makes me so pissed to see her talking to you or flirting with you ...whatever the fuck shes doing
every time her or others made fun of you or called you things behind your back IM the one that defended you. i could have just laughed it off but i didn't.
you might be oblivious to all this, but still
its not fair.


ANYWAYS
i hate math c:
& girls are so fake.
even me sometimes.
it annoys me.

& happy birthday nnamdi !


Monday, March 23, 2009 at 8:10:00 PM


UGGGH I HATE BELLL !!!
I HATE THEIR CELL PHONE COMPANY
THEIR HOME PHONE COMPANY
AND THEIR INTERNET COMPANY
THEY ARE SOOO UGGGHHH

so i said the internet would start working THIS TUESDAY
well now we have to watch till fucking APRIL because the new company that we're switching to, cant do anything to are internet because bell wont let them
like what the fuck ?!
i had bell for my cell phone before and hated it
i could only use my phone in some parts of north America as suppose to roger/fido that lets your phone work everywhere
this wi-fi im stealing is slow as fuck
i cant do anything but post entries and sometimes go on msn with hella lag
cant watch any videos -__-
i was SO HAPPY that i can have my internet back tomorrow and then my mom was like
"i have bad news, the internet has to wait till april because bell is stupid and wont let primus use their connection"
i was sooo pissed.


FRIG
curse the man/woman who came up with "bell"


Sunday, March 22, 2009 at 6:36:00 PM


eww i ate so much today ..
Ramen
nutella on toast or something like that
spring roles
and home made pizza - the sauce

ANYWAYS
so being home almost everyday over the break got me thinking the obvious
when school starts i need to start my homework BEFORE i go on the computer
because everytime i tell my self
"HOKAI im just going to check my fb wall then start my math"
fb wall leads me to twitter, which leads me to blog spot, which somehow leads me to youtube then fianlly its 10pm and i havent touched my work yet.
THISHASGOTSTOSTOP

i value my sleep
no
I LOVE MY SLEEEP
im not amorning person AT ALL so getting only 4 hours of sleep
or in the case of that time i hade 1 hour cause of my sicience powerpoint
is NOT an option
at least not anymore.

when my internet is up agian, hopefully by tuesday aka nnamdis birfday
i have ALOT to catch up on
so many youtube videos to watch
i would watch them using the stolen internet
but it buffers like mad

OH YEAH and gg is today :)
im finally caught up after missing the last episode thanks to....a website i shall not name

third post today
=no life


at 2:59:00 PM


is it un healthy for me to want to eat something even though i am not the least bit hungry ?


having a boyfriend WOULD be nice
but i honestly haven't met anyone i can see myself with yet.
of course i have liked quite a few people
infatuated over some too....
wait no
i've only liked one person
and the rest were infatuation...
i think that's right....
WHATEVER
POINT IS
STILL HAVEN'T FOUND ANYONE THAT IM COMPLETELY interested in
or if i am interested in them, they're usually already taken
which makes me Uninterested in them.

school tomorrow
i wouldn't mind if i didn't have math
HATE IT.
history is actually pretty easy, though ill no for sure when i get my test and project marks back
careers...Gordon..nuff said
religion
LOL I FAILED OUR LAST RELIGION TEST... im so stupid.
ill study next time....




IM STILL CURIOUS AS TO WHO READS THIS THING
other than the obvious people.


at 12:41:00 PM




song: don't forget-demi lavato
mood: meh

so i haven't been on the computer in a while, hence my.....disappearance ?
not that anyone noticed.
but yeah im too lazy to make a post about everything i did this break *which was nothing*
but maybe my mood will change while im typing this.

so i basically spent my whole break at home, and alone except for when i went to downtown with debbie.
but before that i just went to the library alot cause like i said before, my internet is down till tuesday.
uhm yesterday i went to sherway with my mom, brother and lil cousin cause my aunt wanted to get rid of him for the day.
and when we were in the car i was joking around saying my license plate would be "weezy f baby" or something
and just as i said that mrs officer came on and my cousin asked me why wayne always laughs or giggles or....whatever the hell that sound is he does, and i said i dont know. then he imitated him and i died.
IT WAS SO PERFECT, LIKE IT SOUNDED EXACTLY LIKE HIM. i was laughing for ever.
then there was a point in the song where he says fuck..or some word and they obviously blocked it out cause its radio
but then my cousin was like "kay whats the point in blocking it out, im 9 and i know what he said"
love that kid.

uhm anyways yeah went to u of t and ryerson with debbie...snuck around the campuses because we're too badass for tour groups.
nat.

then i had to wait for freaking 5 hours at eatons for my mom to pick me up cause debbie had to go...or whatever-_-
as you guys already know i have arthritis which is stupid cause i though only old people get that
but yeah so walking around that huge ass mall for 5 hours was one of the most painful things i have ever done.
i tried to look for somewhere to sit but everything was taken..

when i was walking past koodo mobile...gay
i saw some asian chick run out of a store screaming "NOOO DONTTT NOOO" and i was like...wtf
then i realized she was chasing some asian guy, probably her boyfriend
and that asian guy was chasing another asian guy going
"YOU WANT ME TO GIVE YOU A FAT LIP?! DONT EVER FUCKING SAY THAT AGAIN YOU FUCKER...." blah blah blah and the girl was trying to hold him back.
i laughed, then continued walking.

EVENTUALLY my mom did show up and lets just say she wasn't too happy..ill leave it at that.
and instead of her to call my cell like a normal mom
she was on the floor above mine and starting screaming my name with that Nigerian accent
"ING KAY CHEEE !!!!!!"
along with my brother
and i was like WHO THE FUCK
then i look up and see them yelling my name
SO EMBARRASSING cause everyone was looking around :(
i was so pissed at her.

so yeah that was my break.
i left some stuff out but yeah.

uhm i listened to the Demi Lavato album alot during the break
watched an endless amount of Hannah Montana & Suit life of zack&cody
got all the books by john green from the library
and found out that i should have bought an ipod classic instead of a touch because they are almost the same price but the clasisc has ONE HUNDRED AND 20 FUCKING GB
AS SUPPOSED TO MY TOUCH WHICH HAS A PEWNY 8 !!!!
LIKE WHAT THE HELL
i know its because of the wi-fi and apps that makes it soo expensive
but STILL
fuck apps
fuck internet
if i could, i would soooo exchange mine.


p.s
im scared my lap top is going to blow up because im not using the right charger thingy.


Wednesday, March 18, 2009 at 7:02:00 PM


the library seriously drains your energy
like even if you come here with the funnest people alive, you still feel like someone sucked the energy right out of you
and then once you step outside, you regain all the energy you have lost.

so weird.

i feel exhausted sitting in this cubical right now in this room with boring university students typing up work
but i guarantee you, once i step out of here, ill feel like a million bucks.
OR YOUR MONEY BACK ! :)

i actually miss school a lil
but i know once it starts again ill feel like to hang myself.
HATE school sometimes.
i still wish i went to Marcellinus

... sorta :)

the age of dissonance

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 at 10:38:00 PM


so i found a awesomesuperdurperspectacularsupercalfragalistic website that has the episode of GGt hat i missed on Sunday.
PROBLEM IS
since im stealing some random household internet connection because mine wont be up till Tuesday *FML*
the connection is too slow so it needs to buffer like mad every 2 seconds
WHY THE HELL WONT MY SATELLITE WORK
if it was working, i wouldn't have missed it :(

so PLAN B
go to the central library tomorrow for like the 734973775894375730990930 time this year
find a quiet spot
and watch the two episodes of boys over flowers
and season 2 episode 18 of gossip girl.

the internet at the library is waayy faster than the one im....stealing.


fuck bell
I HATE BELL WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEEING
who the fuck pays one grand for internet
one freaking grand
now my parents left bell and are going to some company ive never heard of called primus.
so i need to wait till Tuesday to finally have my own buffer free wi-fi

woe is fucking me

* yes i make a big deal out of everything: )*


Monday, March 16, 2009 at 11:30:00 PM


wow
everything is a flop.
looks like im staying home this entire march break
unless i go to shanais thing, -_-


p.s
wow, are you like avoiding me or something ?
jeeze.

:@


Sunday, March 15, 2009 at 12:38:00 AM


the song on my player is so...creepy

well not really.
its just
idunno


at 12:11:00 AM


so today i went to square with my mom and brother...
i prefer sherway because i always see people i know at square and i dont like that.
i think i saw jericho... lol
plus the stores at sheway are better....
guys are hotter too xD


ANYWAYS
i bought a floral dress from H&M...i kind of want to take it to a taylor to make it shorter though.
i got it from the women section and its way too long.

a necklace and the matching charm bracelet.

& grey floral tights.

i might upload pictures later, i dunno yet.

uggghhh going to the mall today reminded me why i want a job AGIAN
the spring stuff they have is amazing.
but i dont have the $$ to buy anything. :(

so since its marchbreak and the weather is soooo nice
me and debbie might have a photo shoot or whatver you want to call it.
i dont want to have it at the park though.... everyone does that.
ill have to think of soemthing and if i cant, "Green Park" will do.


Saturday, March 14, 2009 at 6:33:00 PM



kiss me through the phone

at 12:38:00 AM


This marchbreak i will try and achieve the following:
  1. Clean my room and make sure it STAYS clean*im not even going to touch my drawers though.....cleaning those would take me an entire day-_-
  2. buy that sweater!
  3. buy those glasses
  4. learn atleast ONE song on guitar that doesn't include a bar chord. I HATE BAR CHORDS...thats what screwed me over when i tried to learn setting up sunday.
  5. start eating healthier
  6. downtown with fatima
  7. movies with debbie
  8. sleep over
hopefully after this break off school which i....oh so hate?
i'll be more organized.
i hate how my life...not just school is so UNorganized
ill update more later...SO TIRED



Thursday, March 12, 2009 at 7:12:00 PM


i want my boyfriend to be like joey diamond..minus to coming out of the closet part.


creamy garlic

at 5:40:00 PM


have you ever had those times when you would ask someone soemthing and they would go "what"
and when you're about to explain what you said, they go "oh yeah....blah blah blah"
like what the hell
you just said what...
but you fully heard what i said.

lol i do that ALOT.

it's like my brain needs time to convert english into nuhkenglish. (nkechi english)

debbie: are you going to the mall thing tomorrow?
me:what?
debbie:i said are you-
nkechi:oh. huh? yeah, probably.


ahahah
something like that.

another thing i do that annoys people is i say "you're SSOOOOO weird" or "your SOOOO gay" alot.
and the soo is in a melissa type voice.
KIDDING MELISSA

in a whinny type voice.

i dunno, just thought i'd share that with you.

anyways
finished reading paper towns a couple days ago
it was REALLY good because i had my type of humor in it.
like not intended humor....like....dry humor ? is that what its called?
and not dry like that stupid slang people say now....
but
didn't like the ending very much.
now im reading another book form the same author called an bundance of katherines.
pretty good and humerous so far.

i have mad by neyo stuck in my head

at 12:07:00 AM


you know you're bad ass when you steal your neighbors Wi-Fi.


jokes !
im not even a smidge bad ass
but i AM using their internet connection.
it's really slow....
but it works until i can use my own next week.

i went to the library with my history group today...
i've never spoken to these people in my life untill we got this assignment.
they are honestly so fun to hang out with.
especially angelo. there is not one time our group worked together, that we dont all end up laughing our asses off because of him.
ANYWAYS.....
today im probably going to bed reaaaaaaaaalllllyy late.....or early technically because i just finished my part of the history project and now i need to study for math and religion.

FML.

p.s
aaaawwwweee what a QT

currently at central lib.

Monday, March 9, 2009 at 6:17:00 PM


came all the way to the central lib just so i can get internet connection so i can watch the 18 episode of Boys Over Flowers....
am i addicted or what ? -__-
i brought math too......since i have a test on thursday.
i also have a history project due on thursday...A HUGE PROJECT might i add.
religion test...
and i think a careers test too. :(
damnit.

im not even excited for march break cause i bet im not going to do much.
HOPEFULLY the sleep over works OUT...
thats basically all i have planned.
my life is sooo boring.

anyways
some random dude is sitting in front of me due to the lack of seats.
who knew so many people go to the library on A SCHOOL day
and there's some asians behind me....laughing at god knows what....probably me.


im a very paranoid person.

currently in joes lib.

at 11:31:00 AM


wow
it's only been two days since i made a post, yet it feels like FOREVER
the reason being
my Internet connection along with my phone *house phone* has been cut off.
my mom paid the bill a day late because the mail courier didn't pick it up on time
so Bell being the heartless bitches they are
cut off everything :(
i've gone 3 days without msn
and 2 days without facebook

i went to the library around 7 on Friday so i can go on msn
but FORGOT that St.Marcies blocked msn even in their public library -__-

the Internet was suppose to be up and running yesterday because my parents decided to switch to rogers since bell has proved to be the shittiest company ever when it comes to phones and Internet.
rogers specifically said that all we need to do is plug in the modem and go through the installation
and BAM we have WI-FI
but i knew it was too good to be true.
freaking thing didn't work.
so they're coming on Tuesday ti set it up....
damn
i might go to the library today...dunno yet.
but right now im at school in the library typing this on my lunch.
5 minutes before 3rd period starts
so i might not have time to edit this
and these keyboards suck when it comes to typing
so there will be allot of mistakes.

so far the day is going alright....
nothing fun or exciting.

didn't finish my religion....
groups might chop my head off and eat it
but all i have to do is draw the Nigerian flag....
i can do that during class.

on another note, I'm saving up for those AA glasses.
i really want them
especially now that i have contacts. :)
i haven't worn my contacts in a month now though
mainly because i don't like how i look in them
and because i don't have enough time in the morning to put them on.

well i think that's it.....
and i got to get to class now.

TTYN
*rolls eyes*


*Paris Hilton can suck my *


Friday, March 6, 2009 at 7:55:00 PM


im at the marcellinus or however you say it library right now....
with my brother -_-
long story short
our internet AND phone are down so i needed to go to the library so i can check my face book blog etc.
my mom said i cant leave nnmadi at home without leaving my cell for him since the house phone isn't working
i said theres no way im leaving my cell at home
so she insisted i take nnamdi with me. -_-

i only have an hour left to stay on then the library closes :(
i swear im not going to make it 3 days without the internet.

UGH I HATE BELL :@


Thursday, March 5, 2009 at 11:01:00 PM


cleanign room today =epic fail.
i NEED to clean it.
i can't even walk around without stepping on something :(
so thats my task tomorrow.
along with tackling my stupid math homework.
tomorrows freaking 14 degreees !!1
ohmyyyy!
i have to shave if i want to wear a kilt tomorrow.
*lol shut up, WHO SHAVES IN WINTER ?!*

lol in other news
i just emailed christian/ninjadrops :D LOL
i bet he won't even reply
and if he does
i'll probably be married with children by then -_-
i swear those famous youtubers ESPECIALLY KEVJUMBA
NEVER CHECK THEIR FANMAIL

Friday-Pho after school with Melissa R & them MAYBE
Saturday-JoBros 3D with Biffis & Ash. MAYBE *NEEDING THOSE 3D GLASSES SO I CAN SWAGGER JACK NINJADROPS*
Thursday- MATH TEST FML #$&@wy&$w^&$greghtuq%$y^#$&

p.s
why is everyone SICK !
like dude i suffered enough last semester
i had a freaking flu and was still forced to attend school.
kay i wasnt forced
i just didn't want to miss anything.
but yeah i dont want to catch anything right now
i HATE being sick.
especially strep throat.
THE WORST.


kay my hamsters making some gay noise cause her wheel is jammed.

peace.


at 8:22:00 PM


i miss playing living on a prayer by bon jovi on guitar hero world tour.


at 7:08:00 PM


sleep
school
sleep
math
clean room
shower
sleep again.


life is so FUN !!
-__-


Wednesday, March 4, 2009 at 11:19:00 PM


AAAAAaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaaHHHHHhhhhhhHHHHH
WHATEVER
BUN FUCK YOU.
you're so gay and you don't even like boys girls.
& im not going to do anything about this situation because there really isn't anything i CAN do
without affecting everyone around me
so ill just sit here and watch you drown in your own mistakes.
it's about time anyways.

i love how this can be directed towards almost anyone right now.


at 11:04:00 PM


mood: crappy
music: uptown-drake ft. bun b & Lil wayne

when they say music...does that mean music you are currently feeding to your ears ?
or music that goes with your mood?

i really do feel guilty for not doing my math homework today
and i know im going to regret it in class tomorrow
& i know my test is in 7 days which seems like alot but when it comes to math it's nothing
AND i know i need to stop my procrastination sooner than later
but im honestly not in the mood right now to do anything than just sit here, listen to music with multiple cuss words in it
and stare at my msn list.

kids.

at 9:14:00 PM


i made 100 posts.
yay por moi.

anyways.
SOO HAPPY I GOT MY LAPTOP BACK !
well its my dads....but mine till i get my macbook.
this laptop isn't anything close to my mac
and i hate vista
but its better than using the freaking desktop.
i hate sharing with my brother, so annyoing.

anyways
things i need to purchase/do
    • WebCam...maybe
    • THOSE GLASSESSS (L)
    • thrifting with debbie
    • makeup thing with debbie
    • ryerson...agian, debbie.
    • sleep over in my basment with.....girls..... that i know ?
    • study for math test :@
    • clean room
    • forget about....you-know-who
    • edit album art on ipod (GOING TO TAKE 9602906829068093268029902
      HOURS)
    i think im forgeting things.... so i'll update later.

p.s

i still regrett not saying anything today.

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at 4:40:00 PM


the one and only chance i had, i blew it -_-
i don't think a chance like that is ever going to happen again :*C


Tuesday, March 3, 2009 at 6:51:00 PM


LMFAOOOOOO
-__-
so gay


Monday, March 2, 2009 at 11:18:00 PM


yes im making two post in one day.


so today i had NO homework
although i should have been reviewing math

tomorrow i might get hmw, but it's not a must i need to do it because my retreat is on wednesday so i cant hand it in.
i think im not going to go to first period.
maybe just chill with Debbie till we leave on Wednesday.
i dunno ill see what she says.
i dont even know whos going on the retreat....
well i know aaron, debbie obviously....artemio...leen..phia I THINK
cause Freberro mentioned the people in his other religion class
but i forgot.

so tomorrow i plan on
watching boys over flowers ep 17
discovering new music from....idunno the site name.
my ipod is so boring !
like...i need to discover new artist.
i made melissa m listen to "the frug" today
and she was like...dancing in her melissa kinda way. ahahahaha
awww shes cute.
but it is a catchy song
i bet the other girls in the washroom were like
wtf is she listening ot, lol.
thank you external speakers for exposing my ipod contents.

so this semester i was kinda iffy cause i didn have anything with debbie
but we see each other every morning and everyday at the end of school *except Tuesdays*
anyways so.

math first period actually goes by pretty fast.
careers is fun when Gordon talks about his family. i laugh so much.
religion is just pure jokes.
history is....alright i guess
i know jose, aaron, joanne, emma
etc. so s'all good.

kay im going to sleep.
i've been going to bed at 2am for the past couple months now and i can never wake up in the morning.
i always have to wear socks to bed now cause i find if i didnt
i cant wake up in the morning because my blanket is warm and once my feet are exposed it so cold and i feel like staying in bed.


at 10:28:00 PM


so both my cousins are sleeping over because one of my family firends, whos my age
went missing.
that girl is so badass i swear.
they cant inf her anywhere so the only choice was for them to come sleep over here.

im so happy i have an ipod now.
i bought it on sunday with the help of my rents paying tax.
life is so much more ....live, with music.
i need a soundtrak to my life, LOL
that'd be awesome.
wake up and...yeah
this video explains it all.


& yes its a girl :P
that'd be fucking awesome.

LOL
jokes.
that'd be annoying.

anyways
i've come to realize that i guess there's no real reason to hate on her.
after reading that thing i DID get more pissed but i realized im just jealous that...
*thinking of what to say without exposing*
kay there isn't anything i can say w/o exposing...
but yeah we were tight before....dunno what happened.
oh well.
LOL i had a dream that i said hi to....you know who and she walked right past me. :(
so saddd.
i must really miss her to be dreaming about her....
no homo.



NEED MORE SONGS ON MY IPOD
NEED LE JOB
NEED...THOSE GLASSES
NEED A FREAKING CASE FOR MY IPOD
NEED SPRING AND SUMMER CLOTHES
NEED...........THINGS.


ill go into more deets. about what i need later.
p.s wtf happen to GG
AND HOUSE
HOLY FRIG
MONDAYS ARE POINTLESS NOW.
MIGHT AS WELL JUST MAKE IT A 6 DAY WEEK
skip straight to tuesdays.

and also, the girl who plays Jan Di in the Korean dramas got into an accident, so the 17th ep was persponed.
awww poor.... whatever her real name is :*(
she has a concision.

retreat Wednesday
finally found what to wear.
i hate wearing the same thing more htna once ot school when i have a chance to be in civvies.



WHY IS IT SO FUCKING COLD
HOLY SHIT.


Sunday, March 1, 2009 at 12:28:00 AM


There are days at the back of the line where she says to herself about a contemporary I wish you were made from whipped marshmallows with “person” wrapped around so I could stab you over and over without you having to die


anyways
tomorrow i officially get half my life back.
i dunno when ill get the other half back, but it won't be anytime soon
trust me.


so today i went to sherway with Jose Melissa Kevin Jon Dianna
not much to say cause im too lazy to say everything.
to some it all up i got a sweater from a store that shall not be named because i fear for my life
& it was a mission and 9050276092760237092 halfs to get to the damn mall.

uhm
my mom bought me something today.
this is the very first time my mom has bought me something without me telling her to
*obviously when i was little she did this*
but yeah i was like
whhaaaa.
thanks ....mom?
...

retreat on Wednesday....... no comment.

MONDAY NEW EPISODE OF BOYS OVER FLOWERS COMING OUT
YEAH YEAH YEAH WW00T






i want these
i want these
i want these
i want these
i want these
i want these

I WANT THESE DAMMIT.
you know those big framed black nerd glasses everyone wears now..mainly because of ninja drops?
well i had two pairs and they both broke
but they looked ugly on me anyway because.... i dunno they just did
so i want different nerd glasses because everyone has the black ones
and i wanted pink but this is the closest thing to pink
I WANT THEM



i love how she looks.
according to a reliable source, the writer found her when he was on myspace and asked her to model for his cover
greatest book of life.
and no they aren't two different books
its the same book but the write made two covers
one for depressed people
one for happy people
i got the depressed one because it was the only one they had at the library.



the next four days are going to be the highlight of my minuscule life.

blah


harro
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