You and I have something different And I'm enjoying it cautiously I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard To get back to who I used to beim better near to you
i really wish i could tell you how i feel right now so i can just vent everything out.
even though i know you don't give two shits about what i feel.
i feel like you don't even notice everything im doing and did for you.
i have never said anything truly hurtful about you behind your back, when im sure you've said plenty about me.
you acted like you hated me and i STILL didn't say mean things behind your back
doesn't that tell you something?
but of course you wouldn't notice since our worlds are completely different.
at least now they are.
i wish there was more i can say on this stupid blog about this, because i always use entries to vent out my feelings cause writing in journals doesnt work for me
but there's nothing else i can say that wont give away who im referring to.
so ill leave it at that.
on another note
i got my math progress report back and im speechless
im surprised i didnt cry the second i looked at it.
thats how bad it was.
p.s if you dont like the way i express my self in my blog,
then why the hell are you reading it