i have to admit,material things DO make me happy.
care how bad that sounds because im
not the only one.
having my macbook
stop working for LIFE pisses the hell out of me.
there is so much a macbook
is capable of doing, that a pc
can not even dream of.
right now the corpse of m mac is laying in my closet...i dont
know what ill do with.
maybe make a youchoob
video of me dissing apple and smashing
the hell out of it, like some guy did and he got a new macbook
speaking of material things, clothes and electronics make me happy. i mean so does family, but right now no one in this house has enough time to make each other
the fact that my dad travels ALOT
for a month+ and i don't
even miss him when he's gone....
so i handed out m resume like a week ago and no calls/emails back.im really upset
cause i actually put alot
of effort into this resume and i actually put in "work experience
" because that's
what they look
i want a job so badly... and not even just to get the blackberry.
i want one because it means i get ca$h flow so i can purchase the things i want.
my wardrobe consists of 7 outfits, which is nothing.
my mom said i should sell My DSLR
blackberry money but i don't
want to cause i know even with the BBB in m hands ill regret selling my nikon
like i know i will eventually get a job, BUT WHEN MAN?!
I'VE BEEN TRYING FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS NOW AND YESTERDAY I WENT TO BASKIN ROBINS
ON MAVIS, AND SAW MARLON WORKING
AND SAW TURNER(at least i think it was him) AND THEN MCDONALDS
AND SO AMANDA
and it just kept reminding
me that i don't
have a job yet.whatever
, ill just go eat my ramen
and kill nnamdi if he ate it already.