so my hamster ran in to the air vets
hous boiling cause we dont want to freeze her by turning on the AC
tried all night yesterday and all day and night today to get her out
fuck animal control because they don't do shit
fuck everyone i called today who told me the obvious.
fuck me for not keeping an eye on her
and fuck me agian if she dies in there.
i cried the whole day and night yesterday, same with today, im all cried out.
if she dies, im getting a new hamster right after shes removed from the vent
and naming it skittles the second
but i pray *i literally have* that it ddoesnt come to that
cause im such a softie for animals and i wouldn't be able to live with my self knowing in responsible if she dies.
going to wonderland tomorrow and going to try and enjo myself?
is that a bad thing?
oh my :(
right now im just trying to block off any thoughts of her cause it will jsut make me feel worse
sleeping in my smelly brothers room because i dont want to hear or not hear her scratching
ones again fml